The facts are in. Life is Great. And infinite. This means that You are Infinite, now, not just later when you “evolve” and get “enlightened”.

“Enlightenment” and making the “journey to truth” and walking the “path to God” all sound so dramatic and important and necessary.

This is a false notion. Enlightenment isn’t the end result of some process, it’s your Condition, right now, you just don’t Recognize it. You think that ordinary human consciousness isn’t the Same Ocean as Infinite Consciousness, or God.  But it is the same, precisely the same. The ocean has both depth and surface, but it’s still One Ocean, not two.

Here is solid proof: You are aware of these words that I am writing and that you are reading. You are aware of the room you are in, and that you are alive. Your awareness of yourself is your most fundamental experience. No one could tell you any different. You know that you exist. Whatever else may be true or not true, THIS is true.

It’s completely self- evident, no one had to tell you that you are alive and aware, you didn’t need to read it in a book.

Here is my point: All you really know for sure is that you exist. Whatever the big picture is in life and the universe and time and space, is debatable and depends on your assumptions.

But, You are not an assumption! The fact that your Awareness Exists is not an assumption! You are not the end result of some process that began in the past. You are the Awareness of the process. This means that you are not a thing, an object, a mind, a body or an idea.  It is impossible to overstate the importance of facing this.

This means that you are Consciousness and I don’t mean a little tiny part of Consciousness. You are Infinite Consciousness, aware of yourself as a human being. You are what infinite Consciousness looks like when it Imagines Itself to be you.

You couldn’t be more You than you. You could not stand up a take a step towards yourself. You cannot walk a path toward God because you are God, already. You can’t wake up from a dream if you are not asleep. You are the Dreamer and the Dream, literally, not figuratively.

Infinite Consciousness goes to sleep and Dreams us. It overlooks its’ own Infinity and embraces form and limitation as an expression of Its’ Infinite Love.

This is literally true, is not merely my opinion or belief. You can see this for yourself, but there is a cost.

The cost is the refusal to make false assumptions and to be ruthlessly honest about your actual experience.

For example: When you were a child, you were aware of yourself as a child. Now, you’re an adult and are aware of yourself as an adult.

Your body and mind changed, but did the Awareness change? Isn’t the Awareness EXACTLY the same?

Yes, it is, and this is proof that You are Awareness because Awareness doesn’t change. Everything else changes except the Awareness of the change. The fact that your Awareness didn’t change is Smoking Gun evidence that You are Consciousness, not a mind in a body that is conscious. The body and mind are not conscious, only Consciousness is Conscious.

Ramana Maharshi said that Reality is like a big Lighthouse, many windows but only One Light. The windows aren’t sparks of the Light, nor do they possess Light themselves, they Conduct it and Refract it. We humans are like exquisite Stained Glass Windows in the Living Temple of Reality.

Here is another example: No matter where you are, it’s always Here. No matter what time it is, it’s always Now. Everywhere you go, there you are.

This is absolute proof that you are timeless, spaceless, eternal, universal Infinite Consciousness. Now. Not just when you “evolve” and become “enlightened”.

Recognition of your present Condition as Awareness IS enlightenment, and it is THE most basic Condition of every single individual alive today, across the entire universe.

The reason we suffer is because we have a mistaken identity. We think that our Actual Nature and Identity as Infinite Consciousness is somehow restricted to the body and mind and that we will end when the body dies, but this is not true, Consciousness is not born and does not die.

The water in the cup takes the form of the cup, but’s still water, not a cup.

Deep contemplation and honesty about the truth of your Actual Nature is profoundly authentic and effective spiritual practice because it is rooted in the truth of your actual experience as Awareness.

In this way, you will realize your wholeness, your indivisibility, your staggering unity with literally everything, as a matter of fact, not belief.

There are beliefs about Truth, but Truth Itself is not a belief. Truth is Truth. Beliefs are beliefs.

The Truth is always the Truth, whether it is recognized or not. It can be buried, ignored, forgotten, lied about and ridiculed, but it is still the Truth.

Understanding this evaporates the fear of death and replaces it with Confidence in Existence.

That Which is eternal circulates between the cycles of birth and death.

You are That.

Your human heart and the Heart of the Cosmos are synchronized.

The sino-atrial node, the so-called pacemaker on the right side of your heart, is an antennae.

An inconceivably intense Electromagnetic Current radiates from the Living Heart of Existence through the stars into our hearts.

In the Gospel of Thomas, Jesus is asked, “Who is your Father?”

He said, “MY Father is a Movement and a Rest”

by robert cinque

For most of my life, I thought I was a mind inside a body living in a world, in a vast and incomprehensible universe. I suddenly show up as an apparent individual, without any knowledge of who or what I am or how I got here, or why. Like everyone, I assumed that I was inside my body, God was in Heaven and the world was hurtling through the universe that He made.

I went to Catholic school where I was taught that I had been born into Original Sin and needed the Blood Sacrifice of the Son of God to save me from eternal damnation. Adam and Eve had disobeyed God and were banished from the Garden of Eden and had to go work and live by the “sweat of their brow”.

Thankfully, God the Father, in His mercy, sent Jesus to take the weight of our sin and die on a cross, for everyone’s sake.

Wow, I thought this was some really super duper love and I fell in love with the Son of God and appreciated Him for being my friend and saving me from Hell. I was about 5 years old when this became my reality.

My mother, a devout German Roman Catholic, dragged her husband and 3 kids to Mass every Sunday, where we took Holy Communion and prayed for those who were lost. On Saturday, we had to go to Confession where we told the priest about the girl we fingered or the lies we told our parents to get out of the house.

I loved Jesus and Saint Francis and read about how great Abraham was because he was willing to commit murder and sacrifice his own son to God, out of obedience to His Will.

When I was about 10,  this story sent a crack through my rock hard beliefs. How could a loving God require that Abraham commit murder? Didn’t the Fifth Commandment forbid murder?

Around this time, my older brother had gotten into trouble with the Principal, the Abbott of the Convent of Nuns who taught us. She had said that only Catholics would go to Heaven and Jimmy stood up and said, Hey Wait a minute! My Dad’s not Catholic but he’s a good man and her deserves to go to Heaven too!

She rebuked him for insubordination and put him on suspension. He was crying when my parents got to the school and after their Big Meeting, he was condemned for his disobedience and hung out to dry.

Jimmy was already a hot tempered juvenile delinquent. He hated everybody except me, who he loved and protected from the bullies. He had a big bad reputation and if anyone fucked with me, they got their ass beat, publicly. He lifted weights, practiced karate and firearms, was a natural athlete who had college scholarship offers to play football when he was in the 10^th grade.

When I found out about the Big Meeting and that my dad had betrayed my brother who courageously defended him before the authorities, the Crack Got Bigger.

I started hanging out with him and his killer friends and was accepted by his crowd who were 6 or 7 years older than I. I tried to be a tough guy but it didn’t work and my fake bravado got me in a lot of fights with true badasses, none of which ended well for me. Still, I loved my brother and tried to be like him. I emulated his defiance of authority and appreciated his willingness to stand up to bullies and protect skinny little kids like me. He was also great with ugly, unpopular girls who were regularly tortured by the bullies.

Here is my point: I started asking myself, Why the Fuck didn’t Abraham stand up to God and criticize Him for being a Psychotic Motherfucker?  How could God require murder as proof of loyalty when He had handed down the 5th Commandment against murder? Was Jimmy greater than Abraham?

I started down the path of my own juvenile delinquency, with an emphasis on refusing to submit to the Bullies of False Assumptions.

I came to the conclusion that God did not kick Adam and Eve out of the Garden;  He kicked them out of their CHILDHOOD. He gave them a command He knew would be impossible for them to fulfill:   Look but don’t touch. Taste but don’t swallow. Kiss but don’t make love.

God knew that they would be forced to disobey Him and bring their childhood to an end. No more reliance upon Heavenly Authority. Now, we think for ourselves, make our own decisions, become adults. After all, isn’t this what every parent wants for their children? To grow up and become self reliant and independent?

That was the Second Crack in my childish cosmology.

I was 17 when I entered Florida State University in 1971, overflowing with curiosity and passion for the most basic Knowledge of Life. I became a psychedelic enthusiast, had mystical experiences that landed me in Seminary, and graduated with a BA in Religion from Stetson University. I had discovered the Original Gospel of Jesus Christ by this time, so I couldn’t preach the garbage I was taught anymore, and I dropped out of a Master’s program in the Vanderbilt School of Divinity, which I had signed up for in an attempt to salvage the last 4 years of my career. 

I was eating LSD and Psylocibin, reading William Blake and Nietzsche, and deconstructing the lies of my cultural and spiritual conditioning.

I was pulling thorns out of my paws and chewing off the legs that had been caught in bear traps.

I couldn’t preach or teach anymore, so I took a job with an excavation company which dug ditches for municipal sewage systems, a symbology which took me years to really appreciate.

I spent a winter in ditches laying pipes and listening to the conversations of my co-workers, which drove me completely nuts. The conversations were trivial and banal and they reminded me of the talk I overheard between my professors in the University Cafeteria, where I worked as a waiter after I dropped out of the Master’s program.   Their conversations were also about stupid things and I felt irritated by this. What were my professors doing wasting their time on superficial bullshit?

By this time, the volcanic emotional and spiritual turmoil, the psycho-tectonic shifts happening in my heart and soul, were uncontainable. I had a wife and child, but I could not work, could not pay attention to anything but my own obsession with truth. I opened up a daycare Center so I could make some money and be with my daughter, but it only lasted a year or so before my wife left me and I hit the road.

I had no money, no income, no direction. I just wanted to throw myself into the wind and completely surrender to Life, as a way of discovering truth. Surely, God will find me blowing around and reveal the truth to me.

People would pick me up hitchhiking and ask me where I was going. I would say “Where are you going? Let’s  go there.”

By this time, I had concluded that the Original Gospel of Jesus was that Mankind is in a state of  inherently, always existing, absolute perfect unity with God. His message was that “the Kingdom of Heaven is like  Treasure buried in a man’s field”. He digs it up, now he’s rich, but the point of the story is that he was always rich, he just didn’t know it.

Jesus condemned the Judaic rituals of blood sacrifice and brought scathing indictments against the Pharisees who he accused of lying and deceiving the people.

I realized that Jesus’s message of Prior Unity with God is what got him killed. He undermined the ecclesiastical and political structures of his day and, after he was murdered, they turned him into a poster boy for blood sacrifice.

Parasites love blood. Parasites don’t provide anything for the host;  they just eat it alive. Jesus realized that the religious intelligentsia had stolen the Universal Grace of God bestowed equally upon everyone, hijacked it, and sold it back to the people in the form of sacraments and atonements for sin.

Blood sacrifice is a lot like fiat currency. We the people own the currency, but the banks stole it and then loan it back to us, plus interest.

Fast forward to 2021:

The Doctrine of Original Sin/ Blood Sacrifice is the precursor, the template out of which comes the Doctrine of Covid 19 Infection/Blood Salvation through DNA modification.

Original Sin = Covid 19

Both of these false paradigms are manifestations of the drama of the victim who needs to be rescued.

Both are Shock/Rescue techniques, victim/perpetrator collusions and are designed to keep you locked into your childhood, believing in parental deities who require the willingness to obey, even to commit murder as proof of compliance.

Think about this the next time you are required to wear a mask, or take the rMRNA clot shot.

Does God really need salvation rackets to deliver the Grace of Life? Does God really need the CDC or the NIH to deliver the life giving rays of the sun?

The grotesque and monstrous tyranny of human vanity and arrogance which has hijacked the freedom and beauty of Life will not end until we end it.

It is up to each of us the realize what is true and to build our lives and world  on it.

One heart and one soul at a time.

By robert cinque

Father plus Mother equals Child. 

This is the actual , observable Trinity, inherent in Nature, in every species, in every individual.

The left brain Masculine and the right brain Feminine create the Child of Imagination and Creativity.

The popular so-called Hegelian dialectic: Thesis/Antithesis/Synthesis is a counterfeit to the Real Trinity.

How do we know this? Because Thesis plus Antithesis equals one big fat mess, not “Synthesis”.

The Hegelian Dialect is more accurately stated:  Create the Problem/Promote the “Solution”/Impose the Agenda. Nothing more.  Putting opposites in a blender makes an unusable goo, not synthesis. The Child is not the synthesis of the Mother and Father. It is a brand new creation, greater than the sum of its parts.

The Dialect is a military strategy, not a scientific method. It is a primitive remnant of the Reptile brain which seeks survival and dominance over cooperation and mutual respect.

Like all fakes, it is a stumbling block that one must climb over, and refuse to live under its shadow.

Reality, on every scale, from galaxies to atoms demonstrates the Intense Dynamic of the Living Trinity.

Light Shines.

Planets Absorb.

 DNA, the photonic  circuitry of Life, appears:  the Child of the Sun and the Earth.

Is there a problem with this? Do I need to be saved from this? Is it a sin and a crime to be born into this? Because Adam and Eve defied external authority and decided to think for themselves?

Their fledgling adulthood grew even though they were shamed and condemned and cast out of the Garden. It was a courageous act on their part, to move out of Dad’s house and face the unknown. This is what children are destined to do, to become adults.

Adults make up their own mind. They don’t take orders from Masters or Gods.

If this is true, then Original Sin is a fake premise. There is no shame in being born and we don’t need a plan of salvation.

We need to grow up, like our parents did.

I believe that “Original Sin” is a military strategy to control human beings. It’s a Shock and Rescue weapon:  “You’re Fucked. We can Save you”.

This Lie dominates humanity. Israel and the United States grovel at the feet of this false god. Like the sniveling cowards and bullies they are, traitors and murderers like Chump and his international terrorist pal NetanYAHOO, continue to deceive the world. This is a problem but the much bigger problem is that billions of people believe their bullshit.

Why do we need a fake trinity when we have the real one?

Why do we need beliefs in false premises when we have the truth?

Why should we volunteer for slavery and suffering when we were born free?

Why should anyone be surprised the world is the way it is, considering so many people believe lies?

Actually, the world is a perfect reflection of how people think and what they do.

Everyone, without exception, pays attention to and spends time on what they care about.

If you care about getting to heaven and believe that you were born in sin and need salvation through blood atonement by the Lamb of God, then you will obey the dictates of your religion.

Obeying dictates is for children.

Discovering Reality is for adults.

Mature adults got that way because they took responsibility for themselves. They remained skeptical and open long enough for the Authentic to download Itself.

They recognized and cultivated the beautiful harmony between heart, mind and body. This guaranteed their free growth.

Heart/Mind/Body is the Trinity at the individual level.

Once you see the Pattern, you can’t unsee it.

You are the Pattern. You are the Occasion of the Living Current circulating within the Trinity, through the cycles of birth and death, and through the Changing of the Seasons.

Spring/Childhood/Morning

Summer/Adulthood/Afternoon

Fall/Old Age/Evening

Winter/Death/Night

You don’t fear going to sleep at night, right? There’s no reason to fear death, either because you are That which circulates through the cycles of mortality.

Let’s start acting like it and find the courage to discard all childish and false beliefs.

Mature adults don’t worship God,  they take responsibility for being intimate with God, the Living Current of Existence.  Living in alignment with Reality produces fantastic growth and competency within the 3 Poles of the Trinity:

Thought/Emotion/Action.

Mind/Heart/Body.

Imagination/Passion/Will.

Father/Mother/Child.

Such an understanding has no need for beliefs, theories, or mythologies. No scriptures, saviors or salvation is needed in order to comprehend Reality, the Only God There Is.

(December 28, 2017)

I am sorry to interrupt anyone’s comfort zone, but I have some extremely disturbing news:

Reality is a complete Mystery. It is unknowable. Unexplainable. It’s not that it is “not yet known”. It is forever unknown and unknowable.

I didn’t say that this was “bad news”. I said that it is disturbing news. Personally, I think it’s Great News, just painful, disturbing to one’s sacred cows and hidden assumptions.

Reality, whatever it is altogether, is not a belief, an illusion, a trick of the mind. Reality is Truth Itself. Existence Itself. We don’t know what that is either.

Truth and Reality are not beliefs. Beliefs are what we say about Reality and Truth.

Truth is not relative, either. It doesn’t change. It doesn’t evolve. It Exists.

Truth has nothing to do with belief. Beliefs are projections onto Truth.

Truth is unknowable. Just like Reality Itself.

What you think you know, is just belief.

Even if your beliefs are accurate, even if you believe that something is true and it is, doesn’t mean that you know what anything IS. We name it, we invent things with it, but What the Fuck is it, anyway?

The best answer I know of is this: Awareness. Intelligence, Light. Conscious, Living Light that appears and disappears endlessly through eternal cycles of birth and death.

Do you have a problem with that? Do you withdraw from That?

Many people, most of us, do. Life is painful. We withdraw into ideas, strategies, self pity, anything that provides relief, distraction, pleasure. We suffer when we withdraw and so we seek relief.

But, openness to this Paradox, your Actual Situation at Infinity does not produce suffering, ego, or “me against the world”. Openness conducts the infinite power of Existence. Withdrawal leaves you with about 20 horsepower.

It’s not rocket science to understand that the Current, That Which is Alive as All Things, is inconceivably Powerful.

The question is, What is my relationship with it? It’s an emotional question. Do I trust it in my gut? Or do I dramatize rejection and abandonment and blame everybody?

Am I a Lover with this Great Beauty? Or am I a whiny pain in the ass?

This question, What is My Relationship with Infinite Being? and its’ answer is the most important decision to make, bar none. That’s because everything that flows from one or the other answer is determined by that answer, 100%.

If you live a life of a self enclosed me trying to survive, you’re gonna suffer because “you” and your idea about yourself is not going to survive. Ideas end. You don’t.

If you’re Open to the Situation without Flinching, then you are qualified to Conduct It.

Heartfelt true openness to the Mysterious Domain of Truth and Reality is the demand.

You can’t meditate, or medicate your way in. You already ARE “in”, you’re just lost in your cultural and spiritual delusions, and the confusion between “Individuated Light” and “me”.

There is only this Light. “You” and “me” are playful DNA circuits that Conduct It.

It is literally true that nothing exists except light. Matter comes from light, and back again. It’s not a problem until we make it into one. Repentance from sin means exactly the refusal to turn this Mystery and Wonder into a problem, to close down, to withdraw emotionally into doubt and fear.

Beliefs have nothing to do with Reality. Reality (Truth) is beyond belief. And before belief.

Belief is a golden calf, a false god.

Ordinary ego religion is a false god because the ego, “me” self idea is false.

You are an individual, not a self. A self is a thing, a separate object.

You are not a thing.

You are an infinite and Mysterious Presence appearing in and as an apparent individual.

There is only one Self, one Intelligence, one Reality, the True Self of all beings, masquerading as “you” and “me”.

Sorry to dispel your illusions about yourself, but you don’t know jack shit, and neither do I.

That’s our situation as born beings, individuals. We show up out of nowhere and appear as Joe. Nancy. The cat.

Now what? Usually, we are scared shitless and run like hell.

A very understandable reaction.

For Infinite Conscious Intelligent Awareness to suddenly show up as freckles and skinny legs is shocking, bewildering, frightening.

And, just because you believe God made the world and you’re going to heaven if you follow the rules and obey the instructions he gave us, doesn’t mean it’s true.

How do you know it’s true? You believe it. You read it in a book your ancestors gave you. You trust the source. It’s benevolent. It has to be true. God is love and he has a plan of salvation involving the Jews and the Crucifixion of Christ for the sins of Mankind.

This sounds really, really good because the world has lost its’ mind and we need salvation from sin.

As a former fundamental Christian Evangelist and graduate of 2 seminaries, I am going to tell you why this is not true. It’s not that I’m so smart and have degrees and “know the truth”.It’s because I realized Truth is unknowable and that my, your, and everyone’s beliefs come from an idea: the self idea.

When I conceive of myself as a separate thing, an object in a world that God made, then Nature, God, and everyone become…separate from each other. Divided. Conflicted.

Reality is not divided. Reality is Singular, Coherent. Not fragmented into billions and trillions of separate parts. There are no separate parts. Separate parts are impossible in a Singular Unity.

Life (God) is a Singular Unity and you couldn’t be separate from It no matter how hard you tried. You can believe you’re separate, but it doesn’t make it true.

There is no evidence whatsoever that you are a separate being living on your own 20 horsepower. None.

There is a gargantuan pile of evidence that you are being lived by a Great Power that you misconstrue as an other. It is not an other. There are no others.

There is only one Singular Mystery that is truly Great and breathtakingly Beautiful.

You don’t have to know what it is to love it.

You don’t have to cram it into your provincial models and maps to access It.

You don’t have to access it. You ARE it.

I can prove it. The ego self, however, can only prove its’ own premise and cite books it wrote as “proof”.

That’s called circular reasoning. You can’t make a definition and prove it with the same definition.

You can’t say God gave the land to the Jews because it says so in a book you wrote.

This is where the “Painful Realization” part comes in.

You realize that you are the creator of your beliefs. You chose the criteria, you cite the authorities. You believed in what you considered to be true. Then, comes the destruction of all of it because it was based on a false premise, the idea of a separate self. If you blow up the central support in a skyscraper, the whole thing comes down.

There is no thing left standing. The Good News about this is that You remain. Not ego you. You You. You are not a thing, some cheesy object of awareness.

You are Awareness Itself.This is the Original Gospel of Jesus: utter, profound, intimate unity with God, as the Very Condition of Existence. To sin is to deny this, according to Jesus of Nazareth.

Did you miss that part in your reading of the New Testament? If so, it’s probably because it was buried and ignored in favor of the Judaic plan of salvation through blood sacrifice and the scapegoating of the innocent for the sake of the guilty, a crime that continues to this day, all in the name of a merciful god.

This is THE Number One Worst Idea in the History of the World.

Monsters with scriptures want to convince you that you are separate from Life (God) and that you are defective. You need rescuing, salvation. Because you’re such a disobedient asshole and all, you need to work for a living and eat shit because your parents disobeyed God. Because he is so merciful, he sends his Beloved Son to take the blame for your sorry ass.

The idea of Original Sin is a Shock and Rescue psy-op. Beat ‘em up, come to the rescue.

I am here to tell you: there is nothing ugly or shameful about you and you don’t need rescuing, you need eyeglasses that see through the slop and the filth of Spiritual Lies like the Loathsome and Dreadful Original Sin.

If you can convince people that God is a murderous psychopath who praises Abraham for being willing to murder Isaac and who murders his own Son for the sake of irresponsible children who won’t grow up, then you can justify anything. Murder. Rape. Genocide.

One has only to look at Israel and the Middle East for proof.

Or into one’s own heart of darkness and our routine betrayal of Life.

by Robert Cinque

The problem is that, as individuals we collapse in the face of Life. We withdraw and we condemn.

1 Multiply that activity by 7.6 billion people and

2 add it to a predatory ruling elite who enable, support, and foment our emotional contraction who then

3 use it as a weapon against us.

The situation in our world is being created by beliefs about ourselves. False belief, false world. Garbage In, Garbage Out.

Reality is not having a problem, It always moves toward balance and integrity. The problem is the projection of our self idea onto Reality. Beautiful, Innocent, Radiant Reality, the Source and very essence of Life, Love, and Light.

We molest it. We rape It. We blame It. We imagine ourselves to be children and say “God is in charge”. If God is in charge, He should be fired and prosecuted and put in prison. The idea that God is in control of everything is completely false. Yet, we worship these childish ideas, our idols, our false gods.

Why settle for an imitation when you can have the Real Thing? Words and ideas and beliefs are not Reality, they only try to describe it. Reality is Alive. Conscious Living Intelligent Life. That’s Reality. Look for yourself, in any direction for proof.

My point is this: Naïve, gullible children can be easily manipulated by their beliefs and desires. One has only to look briefly at the world to see how true this is. Beliefs are a carrot on a stick and the believer is the donkey. It’s not the belief that’s at fault. Beliefs are completely legitimate and understandable. Everyone has beliefs. The problem is that we confuse them with Reality. A belief is supposed to get you somewhere on the path of Understanding, not put you in a straightjacket or a prison cell.

A belief is a conceptual framework for comprehending something, a model, a way of visualizing and imagining. It’s playful, back and forth, fluid, not actual, only imitative. Beliefs mimic Reality, the key word being mimic.

 A mimic is like a knife or a gun. It can be used to kill or to protect, depending on the intention. How and why I use a knife or a gun determines if I have committed a crime or not. If I’m cutting my tomatoes and slip and stab someone to death, it’s not a crime because I didn’t intend to do it. It’s tragic, but it’s not a crime. It has consequences, I’ll go to jail for manslaughter, but the point is, a crime is committed when I intentionally violate someone or something. A person who slips on the floor and hurts or kills someone can be forgiven for being foolish or careless or whatever. But a person who intends to kill someone?

This is where the mind kontrol battle is waged: in the belief systems, the software that drives the hardware.

As a young boy, I was fascinated by the stories in the Bible and wondered if they were true. How could I know? What measurement could I take that would conclusively prove that they were true?

I found out that the more I looked, the more questions arose. Every why created thousands of more why?s. Curiosity compelled me down many roads. I decided why was not the right question because who knows why? Why Not?

I realized that every belief I made came after the event of Existence. Every belief, no matter how grandiose and beautiful, was only a subset of the Whole, a mental construct, a small part of the entire Realm of Existence, yes, but part of It nonetheless, indeed, brought about by It. I realized that my beliefs were a part of the Process of Reality and that they were a lot like clouds and ideas that float through the sky of my awareness.c

I realized that I could believe but that I couldn’t believe my beliefs! My own beliefs! I could create beliefs, yes, but how could I take them seriously, how could I believe them when I was the one creating them!

This is called Falling through the Floor, and Rotting to the Core. Everything suddenly evaporates and one feels as if he is falling through Space, which he indeed, is.

That Smiling Cheshire Cat Grinning at you in that freefall, is your Own Nature, the One Who is Aware of the belief, the believer, the world he believes in, and everything else.

You realize that you are the awareness of the belief, and that you created the belief from that awareness. You see that Existence is Theatre, Language, the Communication of Meaning through Belief.

The trap for human beings is that we believe, then stick ourselves, and everyone else, in it. Instead, we should use our imagination and belief systems as tools of exploration, not just hammers and bulldozers and bombs.

The bombs killing people all over the world right now were made from beliefs that were taken far too seriously, used as weapons, prisons, psychological warfare, and the goons of mass surveillance whose world is built on doubt, suspicion, and mistrust.

Getting humanity to doubt Life and Love was and is the greatest Coux of the human mind.

It is the great success of the Gloomanatti to have convinced the rest of us how terrible and dangerous and worthless Life is. This is the narrative they preach: You’re fucked, We can save you. Trust us. It’s for your own good.

Personally, I stand with Jesus who told the purveyors of this garbage that they were liars and parasites who fed on the blood of humanity.

The human race is caught in the trap of belief. Instead of really getting to the bottom of things, we choose to believe what the experts tell us. Instead of really relying on our own powers of discrimination, we pass the job on to others. Others who may or may not have your best interests at heart.

My mother died of a stroke that I think was caused by her 20 year long use of the artificial sweetener, Equal. All her life she believed authorities, the church, the state, the doctors, the priests. When she found out that the doctors were wrong about Equal, she roared back to life. Her submissive and accommodating personality disappeared and she powered up in a righteous indignation at liars and people like herself who believed them.

She looked at all the ways throughout her life where she had given away her power, out of a sincere humility that nonetheless, was extremely costly to her personally. I watched her heart break through the pavement like a blade of grass, full of compassion and sympathy for her own and everyone’s suffering.

Our beliefs are like pavement and concrete. This is because we have allowed them to become prisons instead of telescopes. Beliefs are tools of exploration, not deities in a Pantheon. The reason the world is in such a terrible mess is because we don’t manage our beliefs. We use them as weapons of domination. And, worse, we allow our governments to do the same. The entire world is armed to the teeth, and all against a toothless monster.

Nothing will change on planet Earth unless we personally and collectively become responsible for our emotional collapse, childish beliefs, and the ordeal of growth into spiritual adulthood.

At the moment, the human race is autistic, brain damaged through false beliefs, DNA manipulation through genetically engineered food and vaccines, nano AI, and constant war and impoverishment, mainly through the criminal syndicate banking cartel, the Rothschild/London/Israel/US death machine.

We tolerate this shit because we believe that it’s God’s will and He’s in charge. He brought the Hebrews out of Egypt and He is using them to save humanity. Anyone who opposes Israel opposes God. And Armageddon has to happen so that the Messiah can return. President Trump believes this, Ivanka and Jared are members of the Lubavich Cult in Israel. This is how dangerous false beliefs can be.

There is no test, no experiment I can perform to determine if God is saving humanity through the Jews and blood sacrifice and Armageddon. It is entirely conceptual. Conceptual is not actual. Actual is Reality. Reality is not an idea, a belief. The only authentic religion in the world is one in which Reality is central, not my bonehead ideas about it.

Reality radiates. It breathes in and out. It pulsates. It beats. It ebbs and flows. It circulates.

Its Conscious, Alive. It feels. It thinks. It invents. It has no need for beliefs because it already IS truth. That’s what we are, not ideas, not selves, not things, not prisoners, not believers.

Understanding that you are the awareness of the belief changes everything and enables love and creativity far beyond the clutches of this or that belief.

You are the creator, the author of all your beliefs.

by Robert Cinque

I am sorry to interrupt anyone’s comfort zone, but I have some extremely disturbing news:

Reality is a complete Mystery. It is unknowable. Unexplainable. It’s not that it is “not yet known”. It is forever unknown and unknowable.

I didn’t say that this was “bad news”. I said that it is disturbing news.  Personally, I think it’s Great News, just painful, disturbing to one’s sacred cows and hidden assumptions.

Reality, whatever it is altogether, is not a belief, an illusion, a trick of the mind. Reality is Truth Itself. Existence Itself.  We don’t know what that is either.

Truth and Reality are not beliefs. Beliefs are what we say about Reality and Truth.

Truth is not relative, either. It doesn’t change. It doesn’t evolve. It Exists.

Truth has nothing to do with belief. Beliefs are projections onto Truth.

Truth is unknowable. Just like Reality Itself.

What you think you know, is just belief.

Even if your beliefs are accurate, even if you believe that something is true and it is, doesn’t mean that you know what anything IS. We name it, we invent things with it, but What the Fuck is it, anyway?

The best answer I know of is this: Awareness. Intelligence, Light. Conscious, Living Light that appears and disappears endlessly through eternal cycles of birth and death.

Do you have a problem with that? Do you withdraw from That?

Many people, most of us, do. Life is painful. We withdraw into ideas, strategies, self pity, anything that provides relief, distraction, pleasure. We suffer when we withdraw and so we seek relief.

But, openness to this Paradox, your Actual Situation at Infinity does not produce suffering, ego, or “me against the world”. Openness conducts the infinite power of Existence. Withdrawal leaves you with about 20 horsepower.

It’s not rocket science to understand that the Current, That Which is Alive as All Things, is inconceivably Powerful.

The question is, What is my relationship with it? It’s an emotional question. Do I trust it in my gut? Or do I dramatize rejection and abandonment and blame everybody?

Am I a Lover with this Great Beauty? Or am I a whiny pain in the ass?

This question, What is My Relationship with Infinite Being? and its’ answer is the most important decision to make, bar none. That’s because everything that flows from one or the other answer is determined by that answer, 100%.

If you live a life of a self enclosed me trying to survive, you’re gonna suffer because “you” and your idea about yourself is not going to survive. Ideas end. You don’t.

If you’re Open to the Situation without Flinching, then you are qualified to Conduct It.

Heartfelt true openness to the Mysterious Domain of Truth and Reality is the demand.

You can’t meditate, or medicate your way in. You already ARE “in”, you’re just lost in your cultural and spiritual delusions, and the confusion between “Individuated Light” and “me”.

There is only this Light. “You” and “me” are playful DNA circuits that Conduct It.

It is literally true that nothing exists except light. Matter comes from light, and back again. It’s not a problem until we make it into one. Repentance from sin means exactly the refusal to turn this Mystery and Wonder into a problem, to close down, to withdraw emotionally into doubt and fear.

Beliefs have nothing to do with Reality. Reality (Truth) is beyond belief. And before belief.

Belief is a golden calf, a false god.

Ordinary ego religion is a false god because the ego, “me” self idea is false.

You are an individual, not a self. A self is a thing, a separate object.

You are not a thing.

You are an infinite and Mysterious Presence appearing in and as an apparent individual.

There is only one Self, one Intelligence, one Reality, the True Self of all beings, masquerading as “you” and “me”.

Sorry to dispel your illusions about yourself, but you don’t know jack shit, and neither do I.

That’s our situation as born beings, individuals. We show up out of nowhere and appear as Joe.  Nancy. The cat.

Now what? Usually, we are scared shitless and run like hell.

A very understandable reaction.

For Infinite Conscious Intelligent Awareness to suddenly show up as freckles and skinny legs is shocking, bewildering, frightening.

And, just because you believe God made the world and you’re going to heaven if you follow the rules and obey the instructions he gave us, doesn’t mean it’s true.

How do you know it’s true? You believe it. You read it in a book your ancestors gave you. You trust the source. It’s benevolent. It has to be true. God is love and he has a plan of salvation involving the Jews and the Crucifixion of Christ for the sins of Mankind.

This sounds really, really good because the world has lost its’ mind and we need salvation from sin.

As a former fundamental Christian Evangelist and graduate of 2 seminaries, I am going to tell you why this is not true. It’s not that I’m so smart and have degrees and “know the truth”.It’s because I realized Truth is unknowable and that my, your, and everyone’s beliefs come from an idea: the self idea.

When I conceive of myself as a separate thing, an object in a world that God made, then Nature, God, and everyone become…separate from each other. Divided. Conflicted.

Reality is not divided. Reality is Singular, Coherent. Not fragmented into billions and trillions of separate parts. There are no separate parts. Separate parts are impossible in a Singular Unity.

Life (God) is a Singular Unity and you couldn’t be separate from It no matter how hard you tried. You can believe you’re separate, but it doesn’t make it true.

There is no evidence whatsoever that you are a separate being living on your own 20 horsepower. None.

There is a gargantuan pile of evidence that you are being lived by a Great Power that you misconstrue as an other. It is not an other. There are no others.

There is only one Singular Mystery that is truly Great and breathtakingly Beautiful.

You don’t have to know what it is to love it.

You don’t have to cram it into your provincial models and maps to access It.

You don’t have to access it. You ARE it.

I can prove it. The ego self, however, can only prove its’ own premise and cite books it wrote as “proof”.

That’s called circular reasoning. You can’t make a definition and prove it with the same definition.

You can’t say God gave the land to the Jews because it says so in a book you wrote.

This is where the “Painful Realization” part comes in.

You realize that you are the creator of your beliefs. You chose the criteria, you cite the authorities. You believed in what you considered to be true. Then, comes the destruction of all of it because it was based on a false premise, the idea of a separate self. If you blow up the central support in a skyscraper, the whole thing comes down.

There is no thing left standing. The Good News about this is that You remain. Not ego you. You You. You are not a thing, some cheesy object of awareness.

You are Awareness Itself.This is the Original Gospel of Jesus: utter, profound, intimate unity with God, as the Very Condition of Existence. To sin is to deny this, according to Jesus of Nazareth.

Did you miss that part in your reading of the New Testament? If so, it’s probably because it was buried and ignored in favor of the Judaic plan of salvation through blood sacrifice and the scapegoating of the innocent for the sake of the guilty, a crime that continues to this day, all in the name of a merciful god.

This is THE Number One Worst Idea in the History of the World.

Monsters with scriptures want to convince you that you are separate from Life (God) and that you are defective. You need rescuing, salvation. Because you’re such a disobedient asshole and all, you need to work for a living and eat shit because your parents disobeyed God. Because he is so merciful, he sends his Beloved Son to take the blame for your sorry ass.

The idea of Original Sin is a Shock and Rescue psy-op. Beat ‘em up, come to the rescue.

I am here to tell you: there is nothing ugly or shameful about you and you don’t need rescuing, you need eyeglasses that see through the slop and the filth of Spiritual Lies like the Loathsome and Dreadful Original Sin.

If you can convince people that God is a murderous psychopath who praises Abraham for being willing to murder Isaac and who murders his own Son for the sake of irresponsible children who won’t grow up, then you can justify anything. Murder. Rape. Genocide.

One has only to look at Israel and the Middle East for proof.

Or into one’s own heart of darkness and our routine betrayal of Life.

Assuming an inherent flaw in Life, in oneself, in humanity, is nothing but speculation, hearsay, rumor, conjecture, theory, belief,  superstition, and fantasy.

When these nothings become dogmas and entire societies and institutions grow up around them, the world becomes a reflection, a casualty of toxic ideas that have no basis in Reality Itself.

Our world.

Imagine a world where individuals understood themselves to be whole systems, superpalpalistic visceralisms, neuroballistic tactilegasms of infinite proportions. They recognized themselves and each other as staggeringly beutiful uniquities of fabulous Wonder and Depth.

Instead of concocting fish tales, extremely questionable ideas about the Fall of Man and expulsion from the Garden as ways of explaining the madness all around us, we would simply recognize the Obvious, the Apparent, the Glorious Presence of Life. Plastering knucklehead ideas all over It wouldn’t even occur to us. We would be too busy Kissing each “other” and amusing ourselves with creative adventures and inventions.

Building bombs to kill the “enemy” would not occur to anyone. What’s an enemy?

The fact that we live in a world of toxic ideas is so painfully evident, it boggles the mind.

What’s even more astonishing is that we believe the shit that we are fed by the monsters of our own creation, the bastard children of our own default on ourselves.

Every society gets the government it deserves.

Enthusiastic, happy, sane individuals who are willing to love and participate in the Immanence, the Appearance of Wonder could not, would not, live in a world like ours.

That’s because their world is based on Truth.  Our world is based on lies.

Our sub-human world of ego madness, religious psychosis, and materialistic science is based on the lie of separation from Love, Radiance, the Truth of Life. When we swallow this lie, we become spiritually autistic androids, machines of the church and state, fascists, fundamentalists, and tyrants. The lie assumes separation from God, and creates a false self, the so-called ego. But this is just an idea, a belief. It’s a false belief, but one with very deadly consequences: every ego becomes a demon of addiction of the worst kind.

It is based on a falsehood, a distortion of the actual Condition, a confusion between my reflection and what I actually am.

The demon is a parasite, a vampire, an energy thief because he has no Energy Source of his own. He separated himself from It by believing the Lie.

This is the real Fall of Man.

We didn’t inherit it. We created it.

We created it through default on ourselves and our Actual Condition at Infinity. Emotional and spiritual withdrawal from Love creates ego hell and the world as it is today. Don’t blame the government or the church or the state. We put the noose around our neck and into their hands.

Everyone knows what the Utimate Condition is. Everyone knows exactly what it is to Love and to be Happy. Everyone knows what Love is. It does not have to be learned or taught. It is That out of Which everything is created, the Starry Mystery and Radiant Wonder of Existence Itself.

It may be buried under centuries and mountains of spiritual garbage but It’s still there, still waiting for us to Notice It and come Alive.

This is the only effective revolution on Earth because only it addresses the actual, self created problem: the false assumption of a problem, of a non-existent separation, and the frankenstein monster it creates.

The Free Individual stands before and prior to the extremely dubious ego-creating assumption of separation from Life and Love. He does not chronically dramatize problem/rescue scenarios.  He stays present as attention and energy and love to whatever difficulty he may face. He doesn’t play victim, he’s a volunteer, a participant. He is emotionally and energetically present naturally, easily, a consequence of his open-hearted ability to conduct the Force of Life.

We spiritually constipated and bankrupt egoholics, on the other hand, are so busy patching holes in our leaky rowboats, we can’t pay attention to the Real streaming into our hearts, dividing our cells, inviting us into the Ecstatic Water. We’re so busy cramming our beliefs down other people’s throats (and avoiding theirs) that the Glorious Spectacle goes unnoticed.

I am painfully amused by modern doctors of the soul who prescribe remedies for our spiritual ailments in the lotions and potions of remedial strategies. We are told we must meditate more and find inner peace.  We should be positive and grateful, as counterweights to our fallen state.

To me, this is like using bandaids for someone who went through a meat grinder. I’ve got nothing against bandaids or meditation, it’s just not gonna cut it when it comes to solving the non-problem.

If you have your head up your ass, should you buy flashlights?

If you believe lies, should you dabble in counter-measures?

You can’t be a little bit pregnant. You’re either divine or not. You get to decide. You get to enjoy or suffer the consequences. When we embrace the obvious and stop defaulting on ourselves, things will change.

That’s love and freedom. That’s our Situation.

Now.