By: Robert Cinque

November 21, 2018

How Spiritual Recognition, Acknowledgement of Essence, and intimacy with the Radiant Core of Human Existence is fundamental to real sanity, maturity, and competence.

Consider this: almost everything believed to be true is a counterfeit of the Real Deal.

Not only that, the counterfeits are tacky, corny, and absurd.

For example: To explain the astronomically hilarious, playful, and paradoxical nature of our Appearance in this Realm, and the absolutely seamless unity between our conscious awareness and our body/mind/self, storytellers have come up with Pandora’s Box, Original Sin, Genetic Malware, and all the demon children of a scientific materialism that reduces our precious humanity to the random interaction of neurons.

Personally, I am at war with these ideas. Why? Because they are harmful, destructive, toxic, and untrue. And I can prove it. How? With you.

I will prove it by pointing to Your True Nature (the Very One under the wool pulled over your eyes):

In this love letter and essay, I am going to Address Your True Nature.

I am going to forget all the ideas: those culturally anemic, historically false, scientifically impossible, moralistically neurotic, psychoanalytical concepts cast over you like a fishing net. You were born into this net of ideas masquerading as Reality.

Cornball, bonehead ideas.

First of all, in my Address to You, I will forget the horrible idea that you are a thing, an object in time and space. I will not insult you with any such demeaning failures to appreciate Your True Nature.

The emphasis here is YOUR True Nature

That’s right. You own it. It’s yours. Now.

It’s currency that you can spend.

You “spend” your time, right? You “pay” attention, right?

You can’t pay for anything if you don’t have any currency, right?

I am Addressing Infinite Consciousness.

A Singular Radiance, Alive as all things.

A Trinity, an Ecstatic Constellation of Conscious Radiance, Cosmic Nature, and Human Being

I am Speaking to the Oceanic Bliss of God, the Ocean of Living Truth.

Just because you’re appearing as an apparent individual doesn’t mean that that’s the whole story. There’s more. Much More.

The body/mind/self we call “you” is a wave pattern in an Infinite Cosmic Domain, A Sea of Living Light, with “you” in a little rowboat braving the huge waves.

It doesn’t look good. The rowboat is leaking, the storm is raging, the waves are crashing, and you’re scared shitless.

You go to the doctor. You go to the priest. You meditate, medicate, masticate and masturbate, anything to get some Relief. I don’t fault you for this. You need Relief, and fast.

You go home from the clinic and church with potions and lotions and formulas to apply to your Problem. You pray. You try to look like you’re not terrified. You bargain. You hope.

One day, you stumble across the Sat Guru, the Liberated One. He’s appearing as an Elevator Boy. You get in, and ask to go to the top floor. He closes the door and the floor of the elevator disappears. Instead of going up, you are suddenly freefalling through space.

The Elevator Boy is highly amused and laughs at your ideas about yourself. He’s not laughing at you, he’s laughing at your ideas about you. He ridicules them. He pulls back the wool over your eyes. His Intensity incinerates your preposterous ideas and he Restores you to Yourself.

When Jesus was going around doing This, people started making a religion about him.

The Impersonators, the Church and State, the Vampires, Parasites, and Molestors, those cartoonish expressions of your psychosis, used this to further their agenda.

They took the truth that he told and wrapped it in books and flags and sold it to you and you bought it.

Jesus told the Jews that they were liars and whores. He wasn’t just speaking to hypocrites and Pharisees. He was speaking against the core Judaic idea that mankind is separate from God. This is why he endlessly spoke as if God were a tender, loving father. He heaped scorn upon the idea of blood sacrifice and rituals of appeasement that weakened and sickened the people. He said God demanded SELF sacrifice, not animal sacrifice, not scapegoats to hang your sins on. If you don’t take responsibility for your actions, you can’t grow. You can’t mature into an adult.

He knew that the entire tradition into which he was born was completely mistaken about God and he minced no words about it. He was Furious at enslavement, spiritual, political, economic, moral, emotional, psychological enslavement.

When he kicked the Moneychangers out of the Temple, it wasn’t just a few greedy bastards he was after. He was Kicking Out the whole idea of hijacked currency.

He was hanging on a cross one week later.

Speak the Truth. Get Executed.

I have to refer to things like this when I Address You. That’s because you are living in a dream world that you think is Real.

What’s Real ain’t no dream.

Like You. You’re not a dream either, not an idea, a thing. Answer this question: Is your aliveness Real? Or, is it a dream?

The Impersonators want you to think it’s a dream and that you need them and their fabulous expertise. It’s for your own good. Honest.

They want you to be weak, naïve, childish, and dependent on authority. They are the authorities, they wrote the books and made the laws, and you are a little child.

Jesus wanted us to be restored to our glorious innocence. Childlike, not childish.

I hear a lot these days about the “expansion of consciousness” and the “awakening of humanity”. We will “ascend” into the Light and make Heaven on Earth.

Doesn’t look that way to me. I see the boot in the face and a frightening, even eager willingness for 7.6 billion highly intelligent mammals to believe what we are told.

Forget what you observe. Believe the authorities when they say 1.2 million tons of skyscrapers, 110 stories of steel and concrete, collapse in 10 seconds from a plane impact and an office fire that burned for a whopping 45 minutes.

Believe them when the say, without a shred of proof, that you were born in Sin and need salvation. Don’t honor the glorious event of your birth, criminalize it and put your precious Presence into a garbage can.

But, I digress. Look, Jesus didn’t “sell” his work. He wasn’t a therapist. He was trying to correct spiritual error. The intelligentsia killed him and buried him in a consoling religion that keeps people childish.

It worked.

Jesus failed to accomplish his mission and ended up being the pawn of institutions he hated. His followers are good hearted, well intentioned people who have been duped into believing a lie.

And not only them, but the ones who believe in Moses and Mohammed too.

The conflict in the world and the conflict in you is one and the same.

The world is an occupied country, just like you. There are ruthless mercenary soldiers living in your bedroom.

In my next Address to Your True Nature, I am going to expand the vocabulary needed to Speak more completely and comprehensively. I am going to have to invent some new words and, when I’m done, I’ll write you another love letter.

by Robert Cinque

I am sorry to interrupt anyone’s comfort zone, but I have some extremely disturbing news:

Reality is a complete Mystery. It is unknowable. Unexplainable. It’s not that it is “not yet known”. It is forever unknown and unknowable.

I didn’t say that this was “bad news”. I said that it is disturbing news.  Personally, I think it’s Great News, just painful, disturbing to one’s sacred cows and hidden assumptions.

Reality, whatever it is altogether, is not a belief, an illusion, a trick of the mind. Reality is Truth Itself. Existence Itself.  We don’t know what that is either.

Truth and Reality are not beliefs. Beliefs are what we say about Reality and Truth.

Truth is not relative, either. It doesn’t change. It doesn’t evolve. It Exists.

Truth has nothing to do with belief. Beliefs are projections onto Truth.

Truth is unknowable. Just like Reality Itself.

What you think you know, is just belief.

Even if your beliefs are accurate, even if you believe that something is true and it is, doesn’t mean that you know what anything IS. We name it, we invent things with it, but What the Fuck is it, anyway?

The best answer I know of is this: Awareness. Intelligence, Light. Conscious, Living Light that appears and disappears endlessly through eternal cycles of birth and death.

Do you have a problem with that? Do you withdraw from That?

Many people, most of us, do. Life is painful. We withdraw into ideas, strategies, self pity, anything that provides relief, distraction, pleasure. We suffer when we withdraw and so we seek relief.

But, openness to this Paradox, your Actual Situation at Infinity does not produce suffering, ego, or “me against the world”. Openness conducts the infinite power of Existence. Withdrawal leaves you with about 20 horsepower.

It’s not rocket science to understand that the Current, That Which is Alive as All Things, is inconceivably Powerful.

The question is, What is my relationship with it? It’s an emotional question. Do I trust it in my gut? Or do I dramatize rejection and abandonment and blame everybody?

Am I a Lover with this Great Beauty? Or am I a whiny pain in the ass?

This question, What is My Relationship with Infinite Being? and its’ answer is the most important decision to make, bar none. That’s because everything that flows from one or the other answer is determined by that answer, 100%.

If you live a life of a self enclosed me trying to survive, you’re gonna suffer because “you” and your idea about yourself is not going to survive. Ideas end. You don’t.

If you’re Open to the Situation without Flinching, then you are qualified to Conduct It.

Heartfelt true openness to the Mysterious Domain of Truth and Reality is the demand.

You can’t meditate, or medicate your way in. You already ARE “in”, you’re just lost in your cultural and spiritual delusions, and the confusion between “Individuated Light” and “me”.

There is only this Light. “You” and “me” are playful DNA circuits that Conduct It.

It is literally true that nothing exists except light. Matter comes from light, and back again. It’s not a problem until we make it into one. Repentance from sin means exactly the refusal to turn this Mystery and Wonder into a problem, to close down, to withdraw emotionally into doubt and fear.

Beliefs have nothing to do with Reality. Reality (Truth) is beyond belief. And before belief.

Belief is a golden calf, a false god.

Ordinary ego religion is a false god because the ego, “me” self idea is false.

You are an individual, not a self. A self is a thing, a separate object.

You are not a thing.

You are an infinite and Mysterious Presence appearing in and as an apparent individual.

There is only one Self, one Intelligence, one Reality, the True Self of all beings, masquerading as “you” and “me”.

Sorry to dispel your illusions about yourself, but you don’t know jack shit, and neither do I.

That’s our situation as born beings, individuals. We show up out of nowhere and appear as Joe.  Nancy. The cat.

Now what? Usually, we are scared shitless and run like hell.

A very understandable reaction.

For Infinite Conscious Intelligent Awareness to suddenly show up as freckles and skinny legs is shocking, bewildering, frightening.

And, just because you believe God made the world and you’re going to heaven if you follow the rules and obey the instructions he gave us, doesn’t mean it’s true.

How do you know it’s true? You believe it. You read it in a book your ancestors gave you. You trust the source. It’s benevolent. It has to be true. God is love and he has a plan of salvation involving the Jews and the Crucifixion of Christ for the sins of Mankind.

This sounds really, really good because the world has lost its’ mind and we need salvation from sin.

As a former fundamental Christian Evangelist and graduate of 2 seminaries, I am going to tell you why this is not true. It’s not that I’m so smart and have degrees and “know the truth”.It’s because I realized Truth is unknowable and that my, your, and everyone’s beliefs come from an idea: the self idea.

When I conceive of myself as a separate thing, an object in a world that God made, then Nature, God, and everyone become…separate from each other. Divided. Conflicted.

Reality is not divided. Reality is Singular, Coherent. Not fragmented into billions and trillions of separate parts. There are no separate parts. Separate parts are impossible in a Singular Unity.

Life (God) is a Singular Unity and you couldn’t be separate from It no matter how hard you tried. You can believe you’re separate, but it doesn’t make it true.

There is no evidence whatsoever that you are a separate being living on your own 20 horsepower. None.

There is a gargantuan pile of evidence that you are being lived by a Great Power that you misconstrue as an other. It is not an other. There are no others.

There is only one Singular Mystery that is truly Great and breathtakingly Beautiful.

You don’t have to know what it is to love it.

You don’t have to cram it into your provincial models and maps to access It.

You don’t have to access it. You ARE it.

I can prove it. The ego self, however, can only prove its’ own premise and cite books it wrote as “proof”.

That’s called circular reasoning. You can’t make a definition and prove it with the same definition.

You can’t say God gave the land to the Jews because it says so in a book you wrote.

This is where the “Painful Realization” part comes in.

You realize that you are the creator of your beliefs. You chose the criteria, you cite the authorities. You believed in what you considered to be true. Then, comes the destruction of all of it because it was based on a false premise, the idea of a separate self. If you blow up the central support in a skyscraper, the whole thing comes down.

There is no thing left standing. The Good News about this is that You remain. Not ego you. You You. You are not a thing, some cheesy object of awareness.

You are Awareness Itself.This is the Original Gospel of Jesus: utter, profound, intimate unity with God, as the Very Condition of Existence. To sin is to deny this, according to Jesus of Nazareth.

Did you miss that part in your reading of the New Testament? If so, it’s probably because it was buried and ignored in favor of the Judaic plan of salvation through blood sacrifice and the scapegoating of the innocent for the sake of the guilty, a crime that continues to this day, all in the name of a merciful god.

This is THE Number One Worst Idea in the History of the World.

Monsters with scriptures want to convince you that you are separate from Life (God) and that you are defective. You need rescuing, salvation. Because you’re such a disobedient asshole and all, you need to work for a living and eat shit because your parents disobeyed God. Because he is so merciful, he sends his Beloved Son to take the blame for your sorry ass.

The idea of Original Sin is a Shock and Rescue psy-op. Beat ‘em up, come to the rescue.

I am here to tell you: there is nothing ugly or shameful about you and you don’t need rescuing, you need eyeglasses that see through the slop and the filth of Spiritual Lies like the Loathsome and Dreadful Original Sin.

If you can convince people that God is a murderous psychopath who praises Abraham for being willing to murder Isaac and who murders his own Son for the sake of irresponsible children who won’t grow up, then you can justify anything. Murder. Rape. Genocide.

One has only to look at Israel and the Middle East for proof.

Or into one’s own heart of darkness and our routine betrayal of Life.

by Robert Cinque

Never before in the history of the world has the fundamental structure of Reality been so targeted for obscurity, so covered up by an enormity of monstrous lies, precisely opposite of what is demonstrably true. Scientific materialism and religious provincialism have grown to staggering proportions, having incestuously bred with fundamentalism and fascism and are now poised to swallow us all.

Each person must undergo the ordeal of discovery of truth and face the pain of waking up from our illusions and the agony of withdrawal from our addiction to the Lie. Don’t worry about the puny little addictions to cigarettes or coffee or doughnuts or whatever! Our addiction to the Great Lie is the biggest problem in our personal and collective life and nothing is going to change on planet Earth unless and until we confront it and the horror we have allowed it to create. Toto the dog in the Wizard of Oz is our guide here. This little creature pulled back the curtain and exposed a pathetic tyrant and his special effects machines of fear and doubt. Anyone who is experiencing fear and confusion and anxiety can benefit from what I am saying here because those experiences are indicators that you have swallowed a Lie. In addition to this disturbing news, our very core nature of love and unity with all of life is being used as a weapon against us and as the very gate through which we welcome an endless stream of Trojan horses.

We are ecstatic expressions of love and unity and trust. It is these very attributes of our nature that provide the Lie with an opening. The Greeks offered their horse as a gift and were confident that it would be accepted because gifts are given out of love and everyone knows what love is and welcomes it. They would not show up at the gate and say, “Hey, we have weapons and warriors and we’re going to conquer you”. Deceit and taking advantage of our loving hearts is what liars do in their venal pursuit of power and empire. Our willingness to believe them is what enables them. The people opened the gate willingly.

There is truth and there is the falsification of truth. Truth is not relative and it doesn’t contort itself to match our versions of it, in spite of New Age assurances to the contrary. That reality you “create” is only the context through which you interpret reality. Reality remains as it is. This is a crucial distinction. The map is not the Territory. The menu is not the Meal.

Do you want to live in a map or eat a menu?

Those who inflate you with grandiosity and glorious visions of self importance and are bent on convincing you that you are the judge of all that exists and that you are equal to the River that fractalized into a microscopic version of Itself (you) are missing the boat and the lake. You are like a whirlpool in that mighty River and are absolutely one with It. Are you equal to It just because you are one with It? No, but if you think so, then a division occurs in Being and you fall into fear and doubt and begin to relate to the River as if it is an “other” when, in fact, It is your actual identity. What do you think would happen if you suddenly started believing that your friends and family were actually monsters in disguise all these years and were plotting to poison you? This assumption is not true, but our belief in it makes it seem so.

We have become consumed by fear and doubt and confusion about our actual status as children of the River.

The truth is not hidden, and is everywhere obvious. It appears to be hidden because of the egoic apparatus used to “find” it. Prior to the emergence of the Lie upon which the ego is built, stands the truth, the light and love of life. This cannot be understood without the spontaneous and immediate transcendence of egoity that occurs when the Lie is deconstructed and discarded.

Everyone can verify this because everyone is directly experiencing and is sustained and literally lived by truth, or love.

Everyone knows what love is and everyone knows what it feels like to be completely happy. Confusion occurs from collapse and withdrawal from our very identity as fractals of the one life living and breathing everything.

There is nothing but the truth. The entirety of existence, every last fraction of it, is made from the truth of love, unity, and the continuity between every part of life. Even darkness and evil prove it, otherwise, why would we fear it and be repulsed if our nature was not love and truth? Lies are built on top of truth and obscure it but cannot eliminate it. The mouth that speaks the lies is made from truth.

There is neither one “truth” nor many “truths”. There is only truth and our entire existence arises from it.

Doubt of this most obvious fact produces a division in the psyche which then sees God, our very nature, as “other”. This is the descent into madness and suffering and is completely arbitrary and unnecessary. No one has any identity apart from truth, except a false one based on a lie, the impossibility that you are separated from truth or love and have to “find” it. Ha ha, what a funny joke. Guess what? God (Life) is not lost.

We are.

Understanding this is wisdom and is the only possibility of overcoming self inflicted misery.

We are literally inmates of our own asylum dedicated to our self created pain. With our hands around our throats and our fingers in our eyes, we limp to the doctor and priest who promise us relief through belief in their formula of salvation. All strategies of salvation are built upon the refusal to see our own self strangulation and the false self it creates. This is the true meaning of repentance: to renounce the false self that is created through belief in a lie. Then, you won‚t need a doctor or priest and will be a conduit through which life can flow unobstructed.

Religions are based in this lie and so is science, a secular religion based on the idea that I am separate from and do not influence what I observe. At best, science helps us measure and delineate the world and is a useful tool for exploration, but it is just another map and not the Territory, which is mysterious, wonderful, and exciting to observe and be intimate with.

The entire man made world is built on a lie which is why it is in such terrible shape. As soon as I collapse from love, I fear. As soon as I fear, I want security. As soon as I want security, I empower tyrants and “experts” to save me.

Tyrants come to power on the basis of people’s willingness to believe the lie of fear, which is why enemies are created if none exist. The best thing we can do to overthrow tyrants is to stop being exploitable, gullible, fear based weaklings and see through the charade of the “news” and the gospel of salvation. Jesus preached against the sacrifice of doves and lambs and admonished people to repent from their false self and realize the truth of their intimacy with the Reality of love. Only later did he become the symbol of substitutionary sacrifice to an angry god. No such god exists because there is only love and truth. Denial of this doesn’t change anything about the nature of reality, but it does ruin the world.

Deconstruct the lie and stand in the truth that is prior to doubt and fear and we will have no need for salvation. All the saviors of mankind have passionately proclaimed this and all of them have been co-opted by that very fear and doubt and became the unwitting agents for the evangelical spread of a deadly, though imaginary, disease infecting humanity.

It is up to us to realize What they realized and overcome our denial of It and reestablish a truly human culture of love and trust.