The story I tell about myself is the framework through which all my experience is processed. My story creates the parameters of my understanding of myself and the world.

The Story I inherited was that I am a mind inside a body, a soul encased in flesh. I am a separate individual in a world of other separate individuals. The more they have, the less I have, so I must compete with them to survive. My species evolved from amino acids floating in sea water. After millions of years, fish crawled out of the sea and became mammals which became primates, which became humans. This was caused by random interactions between particles of matter that evolved over eons of time through genetic mutations which allowed for survival of the fittest.

It’s me against them. My consciousness is the result of neurons firing in my brain. My brain is the seat and origin of consciousness and when I die, there is nothing that remains. This atheistic religion relieves me of the fear of death because when the brain dies, no experience is possible.

For those separate selves who believe in God, the problem of death is solved through salvation. At death, the soul is transported to Heaven, as long as all the requirements have been fulfilled.

These are the Stories of the separate self. They create a dog-eat-dog world of competition, aggression and mistrust. The Stories are an overlay, a template imposed upon the Actual Condition in which the so-called separate self appears.

You can do all the shadow work you want, but you will not be able to get very far without understanding the difference between your story and the Territory in which it appears.

The Territory doesn’t know what a separate self is. The Territory is the Unified Field of Intelligent Awareness that is Alive as all apparently separate things.

When you understand yourself to be the Unified Field of Intelligent Awareness, all Stories and Programs are seen for what they are: rumor, hearsay, innuendo, opinion, speculation, conjecture, theory, assumption and fear based strategies of control. No longer is the Unified Field restricted to these crippling limitations.

Instead, the Field becomes immanently available to the individual who is now illuminated beyond and free of his or her mental constructs.

What this means is that the very reason for strategies of control and domination fades away and disappears altogether.

I don’t have to control my heartbeat. I don’t have to control the trillions of cells dividing in my body.

Why then, do I feel like I have to control anything or anyone?

Answer: I don’t.

Strategies of control are fear based programs of desperation and anxiety. Should I worry if my kidneys will function today? Should I consult an expert?

How can I be safe and free from death?

That is the Question that creates the Story that creates the obsessive fear of the separate self.

When the Field outshines and replaces the Story of the separate self, the pregnant possibilities of every moment become available.

And, not until.

The Light can’t penetrate the armor of the separate self, so it conspires with Fate and plants bombs to blow it up. The cracks in our walls and barricades let the light in.

I believe that the Story is why the world is in such terrible condition. Yes, it’s the Rothschild Satanists, the Banking and Pharmaceutical cartels who create war and poverty and disease, the military/industrial/congressional complex who create dystopia, all “for our own good”, but all these entities are the result of the problem, not the cause.

The cause is the Story. The Story creates, enables and facilitates all our personal psychoses, and all the criminal cartels, syndicates and psychopaths who rule over us. That’s why the Mass Media and Big Tech are constantly fabricating reasons for you to feel victimized and in need of rescuing. They love our Story and use it against us. We also love our Story and use it to assign blame and avoid responsibility for ourselves.

The Story we tell ourselves is their greatest weapon. Without it, they would be powerless. We give them the power they have over us. Their domination and tyranny are a reflection of our default on ourselves.

The Way out is to deconstruct the Lie and Notice the Obvious.

The Obvious is the Gift of Life, freely given to all beings. The Obvious is the fact that every breath we take, every meal we eat, every thought we think is a Gift. We didn’t earn it. We didn’t deserve it. We are not entitled to it.

Life is a Gift. It’s even called the Present. Everyone loves their own life and wants to protect it. Every creature loves their life and seeks to preserve it. This is a clue, the Evidence of Life’s love for Itself. Understanding this is a doorway into the Universal Field of Intelligent Light.

My point is this and I am not exaggerating one tiny bit:

The entire, massive edifice of our civilization worldwide, the total gargantuan history of our thought, philosophy, art, religion, science, cosmology, medicine, politics and economics is almost entirely based on the assumption of a separate self, a belief that can be demolished by even the slightest glimpse of the truth.

The truth is what is Obvious to you right now. It is Obvious that you are alive and aware and are reading this sentence. Who or What is reading? A separate self who appeared by chance by the random interaction of atoms and molecules? Says who? On the basis of what evidence?

The separate self makes a separate cosmology. The Big Bang theory is an example of the Story of the separate self. So is the Story of the Garden of Eden. To the separate self, the Big Bang is how Reality came into being, through chaos and explosion, which created random associations that became biology which became human which became conscious. All random interactions and genetic mutations. Survival of the fittest is the law of nature and if you don’t compete and dominate, you die. You’re just a cog in the machine anyway, so shut the fuck up and get back to work. The separate self sees division and conflict because he is projecting his division and conflict onto the world and others.

Once we get over that, everything will change very quickly.

The truth is that consciousness Exists, miraculously, unexplainably, uncontrollably. The fools who try to control Nature are programmed by their false assumptions.

While there is competition in Nature, it is only a subset of the deeper Principle of Cooperation. In the human body, all the organs and tissues are symbiotic, animated and harmonized by the Conscious Living Intelligence of Radiant Light, the Condition in Which all space and time appear and disappear.

The One Who is reading this sentence is the Very One Who is Infinitely Alive as all beings.

It does not move, yet enables all movement.

It does not change, yet allows all change.

It is the Screen, we are the Images.

It is the Kiss, we are the Lips.

There is no separation, no dichotomy between the Screen and the Image, between Consciousness and Matter, between God and Self, between Whole and Part.

It appears that way when the Image thinks it’s separate from the Screen.

It creates the feeling of being marooned on an island of flesh, needing to compete to survive.

Recognition of the Obvious is the only way I know of that actually clears away all the junk and gunk of the separate self and restores gratitude, intimacy and happiness, the kind that lovers feel for each other.

A new Story of the Unified Self, one that Recognizes the Obvious Truth of our inherent Unity with all Life is the Way through the desert and swamps and dungeons of the separate self.

The Indigenous Peoples of the world are right.

Everything is Alive.

This is cause for great joy and celebration, the True Foundation of authentic human culture.

From the shock of my birth and the fear of my death, I doubt and collapse from Love, my True Condition, and dramatize betrayal, abandonment, and worthlessness

I collapse from love and create suffering through self pity and blame

I blame others and transfer ownership of myself to them.

I create scapegoats and false gods in my rage.

I destroy Love and betray it and accuse others of betraying me

I create doubt and fear.  When I fear I want security.  When I want security, I empower false gods, tyrants, experts, strategies, and substances to save me.

I am a fundamentalist, a fascist, and a tyrant in an ego cult of one.

I enslave others in my hellish condition of dread

I abuse others with my self pity

I dramatize abandonment and rejection and self pity and fuel all my other lesser addictions with it.

I harm myself and others with my addiction to a false self, an idea, a victim/robot who imagines itself to be separate from Love

I am a cultic worshipper in my exclusive ego cult of one.

I imprison others by my withdrawal from Love

I condemn others to the dungeons of my lovelessness

I betray Life by my withdrawal from Love.

My collapse and withdrawal from Love is sickening and starves all my relations.

I use these conditions to justify my accusations of betrayal.

I use other’s failure to love me to justify my own failure.

I betray Love and blame others for it

I reject love, then dramatize betrayal.

I make others wrong

I impose my agenda

I am a recovering ego addict because I notice the obvious Beauty and Love at the Heart of Existence and the way in which I obstruct it.

I am not separate from Life and Love

I am free to be in alignment with Life and Love or not.

I am responsible for the consequences of my alignment or non alignment with Life and Love.

I use my non alignment with Life and Love as an excuse and reason for self pity

I am inherently, already unified with what is always already the Case: seamless unity between consciousness and matter, God and self, whole and part.

I am recovering from self pity and the willingness to tolerate lovelessness in myself

I am a whirlpool in a River of Light

I am a recovering ego addict.

I am responsible For and To Love.

I maintain Heartfelt Intimacy with the Truth of Love, the Core of Reality.

I do not withdraw from my Actual Condition as a Whirlpool in this River.

I trust the White-Hot Core of Existence.

I trust Life’s Brilliance.

I am thrilled by the Intensity and Freedom and Love of Life

Life flows from Love, the Condition of all things

I am Always Already one with Life

Life is Love, I am That

Life is Love

Love is Truth

Truth is God

God is Reality

Reality is Light

Light is Love

I Love Life

I am responsible for Love

I am responsible to Love

My revulsion at my failure to love is the beginning of awakening

My responsibility for Love is authentic spiritual practice.

I am responsible for my choice of contexts, concepts, and conclusions, including their effects, outcomes and consequences.

I am free to love and to be what I already am, or not

I am responsible for everything I think, say, and do and their effect, implication, and consequence are my responsibility

I am responsible for the suffering I create.

I am intrinsically intimate with all beings.

I am a recovering ego addict

by robert cinque

Who knows How or Why, but Life arises in every moment.

An endless stream of Life Energy crashes and splashes through the universe, its brilliance and intensity continuously birthing countless galaxies and organisms.

The Living Presence of Conscious Intelligence is a Wonder to Behold.

Existence is so vast, so far beyond words and explanations, the only appropriate response seems to be jaw dropping awe, staggering astonishment and speechlessness.

Nevertheless, I feel compelled to sail my leaky little rowboat out onto the vast Ocean of Being and see if my heart/mind/body/self can whistle a tune to the great Starry Person of Life and Love.

Here goes:

I am, as a born individual, an undivided, singular point of awareness. I feel, see, wonder, and think. I act. I explore because I am curious. I am curious because Life is so beautiful, so interesting. My wonder exceeds my knowledge. What I know is dwarfed by what is Wonderful. I am therefore compelled to know more about the Wonderful, so I row my boat out onto the ocean.

What do I know for sure?

The only thing I know for sure is that I exist. I am alive. I am aware.

Whether the universe is a big hologram or an illusion or a game of hide and seek, or a journey, a hell, a heaven, I can’t say.

I don’t know what it is. All I know, is that I love it.

I don’t have to know what it is or why it is, or how it is in order to love it and be intimate with it.

I can remove the blockades I have erected in my fear and let the dam break into my heart.

I can take off my clothes of malignant ego psychosis and get into Bed with my Lover.

If I am a dot, a point of consciousness, embodied as an apparent individual, appearing in a mysterious realm called Earth, then what is the big problem?

Yes, it’s confusing, terrifying, and you’re gonna die, but don’t flinch.

Don’t turn away from the pain. Everything you have ever known and everyone you have loved is going to disappear, just like you. In the meantime, you are supposed to make sense out of all of this and still get to work on time.

This is what I call the Crucible, the Furnace. Where all the hobgoblins of our fears, doubts, recoils, philosophies, strategies, obstructions, beliefs, idols, distractions, trivialities and false gods are incinerated.

As an individual, I am a dynamic fractal miniaturization of the Radiant Field of Awareness.

Consciousness is what exists first. Everything that you or I  have ever thought or experienced has been mediated through living, conscious awareness.

If Consciousness is the fundamental substrate of Life, and all apparent things are appearing as objects to It, then one can only conclude that Awareness and Matter are a lot like dolphins and oceans.

The Ocean of Awareness and Imagination explodes into DNA blueprints for infinitely fabulous organisms to appear, endlessly.

Who or What is orchestrating all of this? How do billions of cells and people and civilizations organize so intricately and beautifully, spontaneously?

What is my relationship to this Wonder?

According to Cymatics, the science of sound and its effect on matter, electrical signals organize atomic nuclei into patterns that correspond to the vibration and frequency of the signal. A magneto-electric field is generated in which the organism forms, according to each specific layer of the field. 

When the DNA in the sperm and egg unite, a literal sub atomic explosion occurs and a Radiant Field is generated that organizes the nutrients fed to it by the placenta into a new organism.

The mothers womb to the fetus is like space is to the sun. The Radiant Field we now call you is a literal sun. We know this because the heart is the first organ to develop and it has a sino- atrial node on the right side which is known as the pacemaker. The Light of the sun is sending a signal to the pacemaker to oscillate in synch with the electrolytes in the blood which are positively and negatively charged. This differential in charge pushes the blood through the body and the heart amplifies it and organizes it for distribution to the cells. The blood then delivers oxygen and nutrients to the body and removes its wastes.

All without our conscious attention.

This description of the process does not explain it. It’s still a mystery How and Why it appears.

Academic knowledge refuses to confront this mystery.

The scientific materialists believe that all Life is just  random interactions and that our awareness of it is merely the result of neurons firing in the brain.

This gargantuan leap of faith and belief, one which dwarfs even the most fervent fundamentalist’s, is as incomprehensible as it is preposterous.

Instead of admitting that they cannot understand reality and starting there, at Wonder, they just give up and dismiss everything as random. This is the most pathetic abdication of human curiosity and intelligence I have ever seen.

Anyway, when the Radiant Field is born as you, the Light of Life sends its signals into your infant body through love, water, oxygen and food. Your mothers milk nourishes you and coats your digestive tract with living enzymes which will digest your food and keep your immune system strong for life.

Born as Wonder and Delight, you soon find out this world is a strange place indeed. Instead of being welcomed as an Emissary of the Divine, you’re stamped, spindled and folded into a monotonous, boring, soul crushing robotic cartoon version of yourself that will now be forever mistaken as You.

The New Narrative is what the native peoples have known all along. They are our elders, and they are being exterminated by the Black Magicians. This is because they carry the living wisdom of inherent dynamic unity with the living Matrix of Nature. The word matrix comes from mater, Mother. The Satanist’s first assault is to rip the indigenous out of Nature, out of the body of the Mother.

It must be understood that Judaism is Satanism. Judaism is blood sacrifice, a horror that Jesus came to end, but it ended him. Now, he’s their poster boy for blood sacrifice, thanks to Paul and the Romans.

Jesus’s message was Prior Unity with God, the all- pervading Presence of Life that “rains on the just and the unjust alike”. That’s what got him killed. After his torture and murder, his Wisdom Teaching was turned into a crappy little ego salvation scheme, based on blood sacrifice and atonement for Original Sin to a tyrannical tribal overlord masquerading as God.

The blood sacrifice salvation machine is built on terror: separation from God. The Priest then rescues the hapless and doomed victim through the bloody rituals of appeasement.

The modern version of Original Sin and the need to be rescued is Covid 19. The virus creates the terror, the High Priests of Vaccination rescue the victim.

Our world is based on victim consciousness because human beings create ego out of fear. The shock of birth and the emotional recoil from Life creates ego suffering. We imagine, then dramatize, separation from our Originating Source, an absolute impossibility. Egos are,  therefore, easily manipulated by fear and salvation and appetite and fascinating distractions.

Individuals who have claimed ownership of their deepest identity as Radiance and Freedom are not so controllable. This is called adulthood.

I believe self ownership, healthy boundaries, and deep respect for All of Life is what is missing in our world.

The New Narrative is the Ancient Narrative: Inherent, Dynamic, Coherent Unity with All Being as the Condition of All conditions.

This is the basis of Authentic Religion, based in Reality. Not mythology, belief, premise, theory or axiom.

Truth, whatever it is altogether, is definitely not a map of the territory. It IS the Territory and everyone, atheists included, live There.

Is such a thing as true religion possible?

Yes.

Does truth need religion?

No. True religion is the celebration of truth in the same way sex is the celebration of love.

Our awakening to our inherent non-separation from the Truth of Life and Its Radiant Field  is what must occur, for its own sake, but also especially now, during the Medical 911 psy-op known as Covid 19.

In order to defeat one’s enemy, you have to develop the skills and ability to do so.

In my view, this is accomplished through personal responsibility for and to what is true. This leads to an identity shift that is deeper and more comprehensive than my ordinary assumptions about who and what I am.

This realization is more than enough to demolish the Black Magic Spell that has been cast over humanity and hypnotized us into believing horrible lies about ourselves and Reality.

We have to realize that unity with Life or with each other does not have to be achieved, it has to be noticed as being always already true.

The solution to the imaginary disease known as ego is to Notice that you are the Awareness Of the body, Of the mind, Of your idea of yourself.

Those ideas and bodies and minds change. You don’t. Awareness doesn’t change. Awareness is like a mirror that is unaffected by whatever it reflects. Ramakrishna said that Awareness, our True Self, is like a pond  that we throw a stick on. Now, it looks like there are two ponds. No, there is only one.

Your underlying, inherent Nature doesn’t change on the basis of what you think about yourself. You are always still yourself independent of your beliefs.

When this is understood, everything changes.

Until then, we are playing a role on a stage that somebody else handed us, one that we accepted.

We are not a role, an idea. We are not an object. We are the awareness of the object.

The only thing that doesn’t change is the Awareness of the change.

When we build our Identity on that, then we are capable of caring for and being present to, every single aspect of our hearts, mind, bodies, and world. We become capable of love and the ability to respond under all conditions. We become adults and leave our childhood in our memories, where it belongs.

We grow up. And we build a world of cooperation and mutual enrichment, on the Ground of Profound Spiritual Recognition of our own and each other’s Sacred Essence.

Until we can do that, and complete these necessary pre-requisites for a healthy self and world, we will remain the brain dead, spiritually autistic controllable androids the Globalists have designed for fun and profit.