Shelter comes from the need for sanctuary and protection from the wildness of Nature. Shelter is our second body, driven into existence by hunger and the need for warmth and safety. Her storms, winds and temperatures compel us to build a space to cook food and be human together. The obstacles She presents ultimately strengthen and help us to build relationships and community.

At Organic Shelter, we study and copy Nature and Her ways. We notice that every creature builds their home; it is only we humans who hire expensive contractors to do the job. This is understandable given the exorbitant costs, fees, permits, licenses and mortgages involved. Plus, it can be intimidating to build your own home considering numerous structural and safety standards that must be met.

Nevertheless, carpenters and skilled craftsman do build their own homes. But what about people with no building experience? What about them? Can they build their own home? Can they build their own custom home with no building skills or experience?

Yes.

As a former contractor with over 40 years of ongoing building experience, I built homes for people who could not do it for themselves. For this I was grateful because I needed to support myself and my family. Yet I soon noticed that the amount of money my clients had to pay to me, the bank, and to the county in order to have a place to live, often left them seriously in debt and exhausted by the time they moved in. Noticing this changed everything for me.

I realized it made more sense to have my clients become the contractor when building their home even when they had no experience.

Here’s why:

Building your own home is empowering. It saves tons of money; you get it the way you want it, and it reflects you and who you say you are. As the owner/contractor, you are responsible for (and to) your vision of what’s possible. Building your own shelter, growing food and cultivating a deep connection with Nature is an act of love. By becoming the owner/contractor you are also empowered because you are actively participating in the Greatness of Existence.

Organic Shelters grow organically. They start out as an idea, a possibility. They attract the light and set down roots. Conceived in your heart, an Organic Shelter germinates and grows. Nature and our ancestors serve to guide us through the Organic Shelter building process. Our goal for your home is to build the best, most beautiful and affordable Organic Shelter possible.

With me as builder and co-conspirator in your project, we navigate the waters that once were the exclusive domain of architects, engineers, contractors, counties, inspectors and banks. We exceed all state and county codes with excellent design, and carefully chosen materials, while also taking responsibility for structural integrity and safety.

How do you envision the Shelter and sanctuary of your dreams?

Cultivate the vision. Let it talk to you. Listen

About Me

I dropped out of graduate school in 1976 and started building a geodesic greenhouse rooftop hydroponic garden in Nashville, Tennessee, because I was working as a cook at the Black-eyed Pea Restaurant and needed lots of fresh vegetables. I figured why should we buy them when we can grow them ourselves? I didn’t manage to actually build the greenhouse and instead went to Kansas City where I worked with visionary architect Matt Taylor. He put me in charge of his Ecosphere project, a spherical. geodesic, greenhouse-bio-shelter and micro-farm that was designed like a biological cell in order to function as a producer of food and energy.

I worked also with the great Sunray Kelley for 30 years experimenting with many types of building methods. In 1993 Sunray and I built the Forrest House on Orcas Island, Washington, (photo at beginning) Our finished projects included the Cascadian Farm Organic Fruit Stand in Rockport, WA, and many other wild-hearted works.

Additionally, we built the Birdsview Brewery located in the “American Alps” at the foothills of the Pacific Northwest’s Skagit Valley. Over the years, National Geographic, MTV, and Better Homes and Gardens featured our Shelters which represent the Greening of Architecture, a movement I consider to be the most important development since the Industrial Revolution.

Work with Me

Now I build custom homes, yurts, tree houses and tiny homes that come with living roofs and decks.

My clients assume the role and function of contractor for their building project. I request this because you are the one with the greatest investment in your vision and the project. You also are the one with the most responsibility for its success. As the owner/contractor you have the power and control over all aspects of the project, and can fire me any time you want. We have no binding contract, only an honorable agreement as professionals to work together.

In meeting the project’s requirements the owner/contractor and the builder both need to be capable and willing to define and assume complete responsibility for their roles. We agree to work with any situation that arises in a way that solves problems quickly, efficiently and effectively. Virtually all building projects have surprises and unexpected developments that can be challenging and difficult. People who spend money and time on a project expect positive results, and when something is missed or mistakes are made, we will need to agree on a method to solve the problem.

I keep my rates unusually low to help my clients keep their costs down, and I don’t carry insurance. Instead, I rely on myself and my clients to pay close attention to the needs of the project, to work hard and smart, and to mediate any and all conflicts that may arise within our relationship. No third party litigation, no law suits, only mediation if we can’t solve the problem between ourselves.

This is my disclaimer since builders are easy targets when things don’t go as planned. If I make a mistake, I will correct it on my time and use it to the project’s advantage, whenever possible.

I have never been fired, only promoted: all of my clients are now friends who recommend me to their friends. Nor have I ever advertised over my 40 years of building projects on a very regular basis.

There are three ways to access my experience and expertise for your building project. Throughout the duration of building your home, I am likely to participate in each of these three positions.

(1) Design: $100 hour

I draw plans for many of my clients.

Some people suggest that I have artistic talent as a designer and builder. I reply that it’s more accurate to say that I am a thief and a plagiarist! I steal Nature’s ideas routinely and marvel at Her intelligence and elegance of design while copying Her every chance I get. All my ideas come through me, not from me; I take no credit for the greatness and beauty of life that inspires me deeply. The love and beauty of Nature results in beautiful ideas, forms and the perfect nests for Her creatures.

The home we build throbs with the life-blood of Nature. She is our heart and where our soul loves to be. That makes design the domain we enter on our knees, on our face. That’s right. The awe inspiring majesty of Nature is the reflection of our human heart. Building homes and cities that respect and reflect Her majesty is long overdue..

I advocate the no-permit, no mortgage, no license, no inspection building process. We can submit plans to the county and get a permit too, if you want. I do it both ways but my overwhelming preference is to do it privately. You choose.

(2) Consultation: $45 hour

If I can’t be there at your project, I can still consult for you and will request a retainer so as to be available as much as possible to answer all your calls. This is especially effective when the client sends me close-up snapshots with their questions.  

(3) Hands-on: $65/hour

This is when I show up in the flesh with my truck and tools. I typically request payment weekly, or a payment arrangement that we otherwise agree to before the project begins.

Additional Important Information

As a builder, I have had to learn the fundamental principles of structure and process. The laws of Nature are so magnificent and precise, how we build can be no less. I take my relationship with my clients very seriously and I am accountable and committed to creating real, lasting value. The clear, well-defined boundaries and responsibilities we establish for ourselves will support and protect us all.

Please feel free to contact me, I look forward to hearing from you

360 393 5663

shelter@nwlink.com

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American household but realized that cultivating a life in community (both human and non human) was necessary. During the Covid-19 shutdowns, instead of turning to fear or anger I began demolishing and rebuilding an old cabin in Alger, WA. Robert helped for a generous 8 weekends teaching me about building and about life. During that time I was also in school at Western Washington University finishing a degree in Environmental Studies. Robert helped in so many ways and I consider him an elder and a teacher. He’s an incredibly hard worker and has genius ideas on how to build with a budget and with scraps and salvage wood. the process of Building changed my life and my perspective; it taught me lessons about life overall.

Marissa Wall marissawall@icloud.com

If you can read and understand this sentence, then you are enlightened. The proof?  There is nothing under or before Awareness. Awareness exists prior to “under” and “before”.

You can’t be a little bit pregnant and you can’t be a little bit aware. You are either pregnant or not, aware or not.

What you are aware OF can vary widely. If you are a pickpocket, you see only pockets. If you are a hammer you see only nails.

If you are Awareness you are the Screen on which hammers and nails appear.

Even if you are only aware of nails you are still Aware. I capitalize Awareness because it is what I call God, the Condition of all conditions.

For untold millennia, we have missed this most basic fact:  Awareness is Primary. Awareness precedes the content of Awareness.

Consciousness precedes objects.  Therefore, Consciousness is primary. Objects are secondary.

“Objects do not have existence. Existence has objects” Rupert Spira

Therefore, Consciousness Itself deserves to be the subject of our scientific investigations, not just objects and the laws governing them.

Objects are like mushrooms that sprout from the much larger condition, the enormous mycelial organism.

Objects are like fruit on the Tree of Awareness.

The importance of this hierarchy cannot be overstated. Without it, we are doomed to Scientific Materialism and Religious Superstition and all the other dreadful swamp creatures of the Separate Self, that infamous ego/object/focus of attention.

When Attention traces Itself back to Awareness, perception and “me” and “you” fade into the background and Awareness shines forth as the Light of Life and Love. That’s right. Awareness is Light and Light is Love. That’s why Awareness equals enlightenment, because Love is the primal Condition. If you are Aware, you are Love.

If that’s not enlightenment, it’s close enough for me.

It IS enlightenment. The reason we miss it is because it is so all pervading, so ordinary. A fish doesn’t notice the ocean either.

When this became clear to me, I still couldn’t accept it. How could I be enlightened? Me? With all my many faults and shortcomings? The junkie on the street is enlightened?

Yes. He just doesn’t know it. Like me, he is fascinated and hypnotized by the shiny trinkets and tacky jewelry of the Separate Self.

The Narrative of the Separate Self is a lot like the medical treatments that are worse than the disease itself. In March of 2019 a story was manufactured about a killer virus that was sweeping the world and killing millions of people. Then came vaccines and masks and lockdowns and social distancing and heart attacks and economic ruin.

Was it the killer virus that caused all the suffering and deaths, or was it the vaccines and lockdowns?

The Black Magicians and Sorcerers who cook up this vile brew and dish it out on the Evening Ooze will tell you that it’s the killer virus. They caused the problem with their false assumption of a killer virus and they have a great alibi. “It wasn’t the vaccines and lockdowns that caused the problem, it was Covid-19. Honest. Trust the science.”

This is what happens when the objects of Awareness dominate and obscure Awareness Itself.

Awareness is not threatened by a virus or anything else. Only the Separate Self is threatened. This is why the Gloomanatti want you divided, stapled, spindled, folded, forgotten and filed away in the basement.

Our so-called faults and shortcomings are artifacts of a false assumption: separation from Love. We are not separate from Love and we are not inside a mind and body, it’s the other way around.

What we call you and me is an object of Existence. It is a feature, a distillation, a condensation, a modulation, a state of Awareness.

It is no more separate from God than a wave is separate from the ocean.

If the wave is not separate from the ocean, then objects and bodies and minds are not separate from the God of Awareness.

All waves are oceanic and all individuals are Divine.

Only God Exists. Only Awareness Exists and all objects and individuals are made from It.

This is the Consciousness Only model of Existence and will soon replace that emaciated prisoner of mind known as Scientific Materialism.

Light and Love is our Nature. It is our essence, our Sacred Property. Every individual must reclaim their Property and cultivate Life there, in the Garden of Delight. We are not orphans born in sin and we are not refugees in our own Land. We are the noble fruits of the Tree of life.

Our Mother is dying and we are killing her with our arrogance and neglect. However, She is Pregnant with our Longing and will soon give Birth to Her Daughter and Mankind will no longer have a Mother, but a Friend and Lover.

Are you ready? Have you prepared a Place in your Heart for Her? We killed Her Mother and now we have to Care for Her Child.

This is the Ordeal of Enlightenment. It’s not all fun and games. How do you support a Child when you’re homeless yourself? When you have to live on the streets and beg for food?

to be continued…

Control is the strategy that fear uses to create security. which sounds like a good idea only there’s one tiny problem.

It doesn’t work.

It doesn’t work because a fear based control strategy can only produce more fear and, therefore more control. It’s an endless downward spiral that always ends up in a catastrophic failure.

Do I need to control the cells dividing in my body? Should I control my heartbeat? Does my breath need to be supervised?

If fear breeds control, what breeds fear?

Fear is the direct result of spiritual error. Spiritual error is the direct result of false assumptions.

For example, if I was a Neanderthal who had never seen or heard a radio, I would be amazed and would want to take it apart and find the tiny musicians inside. My false assumption about tiny musicians would leave the radio in pieces in the same way that my heart and soul go to pieces when I falsely assume that consciousness is in the brain and when I die it means that my existence gets annihilated.

Fear.

Consciousness is not in the brain in the same way musicians are not in the radio.

Why do I assume that consciousness arises in the brain?

The assumption that consciousness arises in the brain and is annihilated at death is the work of the apparently separate self, the one who mistakes uniqueness and individuality as evidence of separation and isolation. If the leaf doesn’t notice that it is inherently intimate with the tree, it will create a false dichotomy that cannot be solved on the same level in which it was created.

Therefore, when the false assumption is eliminated, the fear disappears and is transformed into wickedly funny humor and paradox.

Instead of fear, there is astonishment, wonder and humility.

Trust occurs naturally and does not have to be manufactured.

Trust is not a technique nor yet another strategy.

Trust is what happens when love is unstrangled.

Love is unstrangled when we see that it is our hands around our throats.

We were born into the Great Lie and have repeated it endlessly.

However, as Gandhi pointed out, a lie does not become the truth because everyone believes it, nor does the truth become a lie because no one sees it.

What is true is always true and is prior to and senior to what is believed. When belief hijacks truth, expect trouble.

The only remedy that I know of that actually works is to stop the strangulation. Taking my hand off my throat is easier than choking myself to death.

I can’t become myself (because I already am myself) but I can un-become what I am not.

I can stop the self strangulation of false assumptions. Scientific Materialism. Religious Superstition. Philosophical Nihilism. Cultural Suicide. Spiritual Pedophilia.

This is what Jesus Christ meant by Repentance.

Repentance is the refusal to swallow lies. It has nothing to do with self improvement techniques or positive intentions.

Repentance is the decision to be open to what is true. It is a militancy and a vigilance, a courageous heart which will not be ruled by fear.

Fear is incredibly weak compared to love. It produces extremely meager results and always creates more fear and control.

The rise of the Control Freak known as Technocratic Biomedical Fascism is the demon child of the fear that grips humanity.

100% baseless fear.

Fear does have a legitimate place, though, like when you’re running from a tiger, but it’s supposed to disappear when the danger is over.

The Governments of the world have learned to never let the danger be over, to use that fear control entire populations. They play fear card because it’s the only one they have, so they invent monsters and diseases to manipulate us. The invention of Covid is only the latest example of fear-based control systems.

Covid and the Medical Mafia have literally nothing to do with public health. The virus has never been isolated nor has it ever been proven to cause disease. Do you find this hard to accept? The fact of the matter is the presence of a virus in the body of a sick person does not prove it caused the sickness. That’s because correlation is not causation. Correlation is correlation. Causation is causation. They are not the same.

When a tree falls in the forest, it rots and is dissolved into soil by bacteria, mold and fungi. When tissues in our bodies die, microbes reduce it to atoms and use them to rebuild the tissue.

Did the microbes cause the tissues to die? No.

Does the virus cause disease? No.

It is the false assumptions about the virus that cause disease. The mRNA injections have killed and crippled millions of people worldwide, a fact that is actively suppressed by the media, government and agencies like the WHO, FDA, NIH and CDC.

In the same way, the false assumptions we make about ourselves, along with the draconian strategies of the fearful, separate self to find remedy in consoling beliefs, are ineffective, harmful and worthless.

Here is a way to shift the attention back to what is true: Understand that Reality, whatever it is altogether, is Truly Great. Therefore, you are Truly Great and every theory you have about yourself should match Life’s Greatness. If it doesn’t, then its back to the Drawing Board for you.

The return to your self will produce Trust and Trust will outshine and replace Fear.

Guaranteed

Spiritual Sex is Heartfelt Love/Intimacy with That Which Is Alive as all things. In my opinion, it is the only True Religion. Real Religion is about Truth and Truth is Love, so Religion is about Love. Real Love. Passionate Love. Infinite Love. Finite Love. Exciting Love.

Many people think that Religion is about belief in God. However, Religion has actually nothing to do with belief. Belief could be considered the childhood of Authentic Adulthood in which Reality is Realized as Itself, not merely believed in. Belief could be compared to a menu that has pictures of Food in it. Or a map of a Territory. Menus and maps are useful, but you can’t eat them or live in them.

Belief could also be compared to clothing. Do you keep your clothes on when you are in bed with your lover? Do you bring textbooks to bed? Isn’t it love and passion that brings you to your bed? What do you need clothes and books for when you make love? You don’t need beliefs in order to love.

Love/Intimacy isn’t really the right word. It implies a relationship between an individual and a God when in fact, there is actually Only One Divine Radiant Reality, the Living Field of the Heart. If there is any relationship going on, its between God and God, between the River and the Whirlpool.  The River doesn’t have a “relationship” with the Whirlpool. The Whirlpool is an Attribute of the River, a pattern within it.

‘My Father is a Movement and a Rest”

Jesus, Gospel of Thomas

A Movement and a Rest is a Pulse and a Pause, a Heartbeat. A Sine Wave. A Flash in the Darkness.

The point I am making is that the body/mind we call you is 100% dependent on the Field of Light in Which it is occurring. It is a Pattern, a Symphony of Light, a Song, a Story, an Event.

Appearing as a Human Being is a Spectacular and Sacred Event. When I see people cramming their Exquisite Beauty into trashcans and dungeons of belief, I am horrified to death and I fall apart in grief. It is so shocking and so terrible, I cannot bear it. I weep for everyone who does this to themselves.

I want you to take your clothes off and get into Bed with the Great Lover. Let yourself be Kissed and Fucked Hard until you Scream.

I call this Spiritual Sex. Sex between Whole and Part. Heartfelt/Love Communion between the Eternal and the Mortal.

Anything less than this is utter torture for me and I become inconsolable in my grief at the loss of my Lover. What did I do to obscure Her? I quickly find out and remove the obstacle. Now, it’s Bedtime again.

Yum.

If it’s not Yum, then there is something in the way. Some thought, some belief, some inherited, uninspected belief or cultural paradigm you swallowed.

In my observation, it seems to me that Life brings calamity to people who are choking themselves to death with false beliefs. The calamity shows up in the same desperate way you tackle and manhandle someone who is stepping in front of a bus in order to save his life. You grabbed his tie and dragged him out of the way. It hurt him, he was bruised by what you did. But, you saved his life.

That’s what I am trying to do with everyone, by pointing to the Truth of our Actual Condition, our Actual Situation in the Glorious and Wonderful Ocean of Light and Love.

Repent from your bullshit ideas and beliefs that are strangling you. Stop desecrating the Enormously Beautiful Realm that we are all experiencing right now. Build your life and your world on the basis of this Realization and restore the Kingdom of Yum.   

The reason the world is in such terrible shape is because we have ignored and betrayed the Truth of Beauty and the Beauty of Truth.

Truth/Beauty/Love/Happiness/Freedom/Intelligence is the Nature of Reality. Just because It’s been buried under mountains and centuries of the rubble of terrible, ugly beliefs doesn’t mean it doesn’t Exist.

It does Exist and we must Dig it Up.

by Robert Cinque

Did you think that Our Lord’s Work was to pay the penalty and assume the karma for your sins and mine?

If so, then you are gravely mistaken and have been co-opted by the very forces that killed him.

Jesus hated blood sacrifice and told the people that he had come to rebuild the Temple. Many people took this to mean that he would destroy Rome and rebuild the Temple in Jerusalem.

But, what he really meant was that he would rebuild the Temple of Mankind.

He said, My Kingdom is not of this world, which surely means that neither is the Temple.

This means that his Kingdom is greater than Empire and that his Temple is greater than bricks and mortar.

The Kingdom of Heaven is the Heart of Mankind and the Temple is the Body.

The Kingdom of Heaven is both transcendentally and immanently located in the heart of every individual.

The Temple is literally the Body of Mankind, appearing as every single individual, also known as the Garden of Eden, the Domain of Light and Love, Freedom, Happiness, and Well Being.

Jesus was  about Love.  Nothing  less.

Empire, bricks and mortar are about Empire, bricks and mortar. Nothing  more.

Therefore, we must establish the Kingdom of the Heart and rebuild the Temple, the Body of Love where it belongs:  in our lives.  In our world.

That is the work for us who dare to take up the mantle of the Living Christ.

The idea of vicarious atonement is total bullshit. I and only I am responsible for my actions and their consequences. No one can save me but myself. Scapegoats are the transference of ownership, otherwise known as blame. Jesus condemned this because it’s irresponsible and childish.

Scapegoats are created by the refusal to self- own, the failure to be responsible and accountable for oneself. Coddling and enabling our childish irresponsibility is a Globalist Wool pulled over our eyes to blind us from the searing Truth of the Utter Unity of All Being.

This was, and is, Jesus Christ’s  Original Gospel.

 Always Already Existing, Inherent, Utter Prior Unity with God and All Being, In Love. That’s why it’s called the Good News.

Jesus insisted that we realize the truth, not believe the lies his killers made up about him and how he’s gonna save our sorry ass from the consequences of our actions or the sin we supposedly inherited from Adam and Eve.

That’s right. Not only are we sinners and moral failures, we inherited a deadly disease called Original Sin.  We’re guilty for the sin of being born to parents who disobeyed God. They passed their disease and sin onto us, but wait, this just in, God decides to murder his Son so that you can be saved.  Wow, what a break. Gee, thanks.

Who is writing this script?

The ones who don’t want you to realize that only Light, Love, Truth and God exist.

The ones who invert the truth, turn it upside down and backwards.

As an example, read almost any headline from the CIA controlled media.

This is important to understand. The Narrative rules the world. The Narrative is You’re Fucked and We Have the Solution.

Shock. Rescue

The Rulers will kill anyone who shows how untrue this Narrative is.

Like Jesus, Lincoln, JFK, Martin, Bobby, John Jr., Lennon, Malcolm, Gandhi, Tesla, Julian and many, many others.

Their mandate has passed to us and

THAT’S THE MEANING OF THE SEASON:  PEACE ON EARTH, GOODWILL TO ALL, JOY TO THE WORLD THROUGH THE REALIZATION OF UTTER UNITY AND INTIMACY WITH ALL BEING.

The Gospel of Jesus Christ is not a theory or a belief, but a Discovery and Realization of the True Nature of Reality Itself.

Only this Realization of the Utter Truth of Life will suffice to save our world.

All at once, now, in everyone, everywhere, now and forever.

The Gospel of Love and Freedom can be expressed in 7 equivalent sentences:

Life is Love

Love is truth

Truth is God

God is Reality

Reality is Light

Light is Love

Love is Life

In this Season, and every day, Rejoice, Celebrate and Be Glad.

The Truth of Life and Love exists. It’s not an idea, not merely a belief. Gravity is not a belief either.

The Good News is more than sufficient to build a world of real Celebration and Happiness. It is the only real basis for a sane and healthy planetary society.

Everyone knows this. The problem is we believe the lies we inherited and the ones we tell ourselves.

The solution is to stop. There is no reason to believe lies or anything else when we have the truth.

This Truth is Obvious. It is not hidden. It is not esoteric, secret or controllable, neither by priest nor scientist.

The refusal to face the awesome truth about Life is what creates hell. Hell would not exist if it were not for the Lie we tell ourselves. That means our lies create Hell. People who say God created Hell because of our sins are incorrect. God would never do such a thing. Only we liars are capable of such a monstrosity.

Taking up the Mantle of the Living Christ means we have to stop believing lies.

In this Season, let us all be devoted to, and deadly serious about, what is True, what is Real.

In that way, the Holy Work of Jesus Christ can continue and awaken everyone to the Condition of all conditions:  Conscious Living Light Alive as All Things.

Our unity as individuals and nations does not have to be achieved. It has to be Realized as being already true.

Adi Da

Poisons

Self pity: the dramatization of abandonment and victimhood. The belief in powerlessness and that everything happens to me, not in me, with me and because of me. The collapse from love into prisons of mind which equate baseless assumptions with factual evidence. Self pity is a self fulfilling prophecy and guarantees unresolvable conflict

Complaint: legitimate dissatisfaction that never grew into positive action for healthy change. Complaint is the evidence of living in a default ego mode in which one feels both terrified and powerless.

Blame: the demon child of complaint. The irresponsible transfer of ownership from self to other. Blame is the last refuge of the coward who refuses to accept the consequences of his own choices and actions.

Contempt: Decayed, rotten anger and hatred that never saw the light of day. Dissatisfaction that never grew into healthy change. Contempt is the vicious scorn heaped upon those to whom we gave our power and who got the blame for it.

Condemnation: the false assumption of superiority. The belief that I’m Ok, you’re not Ok. Condemnation is the evidence that I allow others to control my life.

Criticalness: the willingness to focus only on the faults of others as a way of avoiding one’s own faults

Withdrawal: the refusal to love. The silent punishment meted out to those who disobey my decrees and assert their own freedom. Withdrawal is the final nail in the coffin, the brutal ending of what was once a thriving love affair.

Nutrients

Self Ownership: The willingness to be responsible for what I say and do. The refusal to avoid the consequences of my actions. The understanding that my state is up to me, not circumstances, conditions or other people.

Alignment: Coherence between personal and infinite life. The return to innocence and purity, not by disciplines but by Noticing what is always already true. Alignment is the result of understanding that infinite intelligence exists on all scales, that it is my actual nature, not my hypothecated one. It is my self already, now. It does not become enlightened; It already is light. Enlightenment is, therefore, our actual state now. It is not something that is added to us at the end of a journey; It is our condition, now. That means that we can’t become who we are precisely because we already are it. What happens is that we un-become who we are not. This reveals the always existing alignment that had become obstructed by false assumptions and mistaken perceptions.

Acknowledgement: The Act of affirming and embracing what Exists. Acknowledgement is the result of the courage it takes to face one’s own limited contexts and false assumptions. By Bravely Acknowledging the Truth of Life, all the false identities dissolve on their own and do not require effortful struggle.

Recognition: The mature fruit of Acknowledgement. The stabilized understanding that infinite intelligence is Alive and Well as all things.

Empathy: Love in the form of a willingness to stand in another’s shoes. Empathy is food for the soul of another

Empowerment: one of the immediate results of empathy. Empowerment is the energy that comes from digesting love.

Demand: the requirement that life places upon us to face the Mystery and Wonder and Ordeal of Existence. Demand is the practice of not flinching, not avoiding the blood, sweat and tears of human life.

Enjoyment: The radical disposition of freedom. Enjoyment is the direct result of what happens when Life’s Radiance is unobstructed by our false assumptions and ego identities. In this understanding, the universe can be seen as an expression of Life’s infinite freedom and enjoyment of it’s own Intense Dynamic,

When an individual is willing to be reduced to his or her essential nature and is open to the truth and Glorious Nature of Existence, then that one becomes a Beacon of Light in the world.

It is at this point that an actual relationship begins.

When we Climb the Mountain and Understand the Poisons and the Nutrients, the rest is all downhill.

Dear Friends

In every crisis there is an opportunity;  the bigger the crisis, he bigger the opportunity. The crisis I am referring to is not Covid 19. The crisis is the narrative about Covid 19. The reason the narrative is much more dangerous than the so-called virus is because claims are being made about the “virus” that are not true, yet they are widely believed.

The narrative claims that a microscopic virus infects healthy cells, hijacks their DNA and replicates itself to the point of cell death. The only solution is to vaccinate the individual and prevent the virus from spreading.

To the casual observer, this is plausible and reasonable. After all, the Germ Theory Has been around for 140 years and the entire medical/pharmaceutical industry is built on it. The idea that germs cause disease is the very foundation of health care and is deeply ingrained in the global mind set. In this newsletter, I am going to provide evidence that, not only is the Germ Theory 100% incorrect, it has never been proven, and can be easily exposed for the fraud that it is.

When a tree falls in the forest, fungi, bacteria and other microbes digest and dissolve it down to its atomic level. Then, those atoms are recycled and repurposed to create new soil for new life.

When tissues in your body die, fungi, bacteria and other microbes perform this exact same function and the atoms are used to create new tissues. It is an intense and complex process of destruction and re-building. The microbes are Demolition Crews, Garbagemen, Firemen and Engineers working together for the well being of the individual.

This Process in universal throughout all of Nature, the Great Recycler. There is every reason to have enormous confidence that she knows what she’s doing. It’s irresponsible and extremely dangerous to look at her processes and make false, unverifiable assumptions about them and then invent a planet-wide Congressional Pharmaceutical Disease Management System (falsely called health care). Yet, that’s exactly what John D Rockefeller did in the early 1900s.

He became the world’s first billionaire from the exploitation of oil and realized that the waste products from refining it could be turned into “medicines” to treat disease. In order for that to happen, he had to dig up the discredited Germ Theory invented by Pasteur and make it look respectable. He sent his minion Abraham Flexner around the country buying up colleges and universities as long as they studied germs and viruses and validated the need for antibiotics, vaccines and other poisons in treating disease. While antibiotics can sometimes be useful when the body is too overloaded with the process of digesting and rebuilding dead tissue, they should only be used in extreme emergencies. They kill ALL the microbes and provide a period of rest and recuperation so that the Process can begin again. When penicillin was developed, it seemed like a miracle had descended from heaven. It was credited with the ability to cure disease. The problem is that you can get too much of a good thing. Over use of antibiotics destroys the gut biome, the very heart of the immune system.  Antibiotics don’t cure disease, they only interrupt the process, the patient feels better and concludes that his doctor is a genius. However, suppression of symptoms is not a cure. Only Nature cures, no one else.

Antibiotics and vaccines also damage the mitochondria where the hydrogen in the food we eat is combusted for energy. Poorly functioning mitochondria, like woodstoves that are starved for air, produce creosote, lactic acid and plaque. Doctors who notice this gunk in the arteries conclude that it is the cause of heart disease when it is actually the effect. The cause of heart disease is poor combustion of hydrogen in the mitochondria.

All so-called diseases are caused by injury, poisoning and starvation and are ordeals of purification and renewal. The fact that microbes are present and you feel terrible does not mean that they are the reason you are sick. The body is designed to be extremely robust and resilient and anything less indicates obstructions and congestions in metabolic pathways.

The reason why the Germ Theory and the narrative about antibiotics and especially vaccines is so dangerous is because it removes responsibility for your health from you and places it the hands of the Beast.

The Beast

The Beast is a system of thoughts and beliefs that are presented as Reality. Its power comes from the billions of individuals who idolize it and align themselves with it. The Beast is a Narrative that infects the mind with false assumptions and beliefs, a mental machine that churns out billions of copies of itself.

The choice is clear. Do we acknowledge the meta-genius biology of Nature, or do we submit to the non-scientific, for-profit assumptions of Rockefeller and the hundreds of universities he spent hundreds of millions of dollars subverting? While the universities were scrambling to comply with the conditions Rockefeller laid out for their funding, the Naturopathic Doctors who studied Nature and her Cures were ridiculed and put out of business. It became a crime of “misinformation” to believe in anything but the Germ Theory. Sound familiar?

Covid 19 is the latest and greatest accomplishment of the Germ Theory. Its not pesticides, air pollution, junk food, glyphosate, 5G radiation, fluoride, antibiotics, vaccines, or damaged mitochondria that are the problem. No, it’s the “virus”.

The Opportunity

Prisons create the desire to escape, but only for those who understand that they are in prison. Everyone else is too busy painting blue skies on the ceilings of their cells to notice. For those who have stared into the core of the Beast and understood that it is a machine of control and subversion, then escape is the only option.

The Beast provides a prison and the opportunity to escape from it.

The problem is not that people are lazy and don’t mind their enslavement. The problem is that billions of people do not see the bars of their prison cell. But, when the suffering and misery become great enough, then he and she will come back to life and find a way to break out.

The Germ Theory and the Narrative around antibiotics and vaccines are 2 of the bars of the cell. There are many more, but I want to concentrate on these 2. They are instructive and useful because they are inventions, not discoveries. A discovery is real, embedded in Nature. The invention of a false construct about Nature, like the Germ Theory and poisons masquerading as medicines, are not real, just ideas, fabrications, manufactured stage props and bald faced lies intended to deceive and control entire populations.

Our Work is to stare into the Beast long enough until we understand that it is a prison/machine that we must escape from and then demolish. It’s a lot like David and Goliath. David was a shepherd, Goliath was a fierce Gladiator. Had David met Goliath on the battlefield with armor and spear, he would have been crushed by the Giant. David knew he had the advantage because he was quick and nimble and could dance circles around Goliath who wore 300 pounds of armor. David was skilled with his slingshot and used it to protect his flock from wolves. When the stone struck Goliath in the forehead, it had the impact equivalent of .45 handgun. It took one stone to bring Goliath to the ground. Then, David used the Giant’s own sword to cut off his head.

Our Goliath is the Germ Theory and its armor, the Pharmaceutical/Congressional Complex

Our stone is the truth of Nature.

With love

Robert

_________________________

(See also – my posts at:

Dear Friends

In every crisis there is an opportunity;  the bigger the crisis, he bigger the opportunity. The crisis I am referring to is not Covid 19. The crisis is the narrative about Covid 19. The reason the narrative is much more dangerous than the so-called virus is because claims are being made about the “virus” that are not true, yet they are widely believed.

The narrative claims that a microscopic virus infects healthy cells, hijacks their DNA and replicates itself to the point of cell death. The only solution is to vaccinate the individual and prevent the virus from spreading.

To the casual observer, this is plausible and reasonable. After all, the Germ Theory Has been around for 140 years and the entire medical/pharmaceutical industry is built on it. The idea that germs cause disease is the very foundation of health care and is deeply ingrained in the global mind set. In this newsletter, I am going to provide evidence that, not only is the Germ Theory 100% incorrect, it has never been proven, and can be easily exposed for the fraud that it is.

When a tree falls in the forest, fungi, bacteria and other microbes digest and dissolve it down to its atomic level. Then, those atoms are recycled and repurposed to create new soil for new life.

When tissues in your body die, fungi, bacteria and other microbes perform this exact same function and the atoms are used to create new tissues. It is an intense and complex process of destruction and re-building. The microbes are Demolition Crews, Garbagemen, Firemen and Engineers working together for the well being of the individual.

This Process in universal throughout all of Nature, the Great Recycler. There is every reason to have enormous confidence that she knows what she’s doing. It’s irresponsible and extremely dangerous to look at her processes and make false, unverifiable assumptions about them and then invent a planet-wide Congressional Pharmaceutical Disease Management System (falsely called health care). Yet, that’s exactly what John D Rockefeller did in the early 1900s.

He became the world’s first billionaire from the exploitation of oil and realized that the waste products from refining it could be turned into “medicines” to treat disease. In order for that to happen, he had to dig up the discredited Germ Theory invented by Pasteur and make it look respectable. He sent his minion Abraham Flexner around the country buying up colleges and universities as long as they studied germs and viruses and validated the need for antibiotics, vaccines and other poisons in treating disease. While antibiotics can sometimes be useful when the body is too overloaded with the process of digesting and rebuilding dead tissue, they should only be used in extreme emergencies. They kill ALL the microbes and provide a period of rest and recuperation so that the Process can begin again. When penicillin was developed, it seemed like a miracle had descended from heaven. It was credited with the ability to cure disease. The problem is that you can get too much of a good thing. Over use of antibiotics destroys the gut biome, the very heart of the immune system.  Antibiotics don’t cure disease, they only interrupt the process, the patient feels better and concludes that his doctor is a genius. However, suppression of symptoms is not a cure. Only Nature cures, no one else.

Antibiotics and vaccines also damage the mitochondria where the hydrogen in the food we eat is combusted for energy. Poorly functioning mitochondria, like woodstoves that are starved for air, produce creosote, lactic acid and plaque. Doctors who notice this gunk in the arteries conclude that it is the cause of heart disease when it is actually the effect. The cause of heart disease is poor combustion of hydrogen in the mitochondria.

All so-called diseases are caused by injury, poisoning and starvation and are ordeals of purification and renewal. The fact that microbes are present and you feel terrible does not mean that they are the reason you are sick. The body is designed to be extremely robust and resilient and anything less indicates obstructions and congestions in metabolic pathways.

The reason why the Germ Theory and the narrative about antibiotics and especially vaccines is so dangerous is because it removes responsibility for your health from you and places it the hands of the Beast.

The Beast

The Beast is a system of thoughts and beliefs that are presented as Reality. Its power comes from the billions of individuals who idolize it and align themselves with it. The Beast is a Narrative that infects the mind with false assumptions and beliefs, a mental machine that churns out billions of copies of itself.

The choice is clear. Do we acknowledge the meta-genius biology of Nature, or do we submit to the non-scientific, for-profit assumptions of Rockefeller and the hundreds of universities he spent hundreds of millions of dollars subverting? While the universities were scrambling to comply with the conditions Rockefeller laid out for their funding, the Naturopathic Doctors who studied Nature and her Cures were ridiculed and put out of business. It became a crime of “misinformation” to believe in anything but the Germ Theory. Sound familiar?

Covid 19 is the latest and greatest accomplishment of the Germ Theory. Its not pesticides, air pollution, junk food, glyphosate, 5G radiation, fluoride, antibiotics, vaccines, or damaged mitochondria that are the problem. No, it’s the “virus”.

The Opportunity

Prisons create the desire to escape, but only for those who understand that they are in prison. Everyone else is too busy painting blue skies on the ceilings of their cells to notice. For those who have stared into the core of the Beast and understood that it is a machine of control and subversion, then escape is the only option.

The Beast provides a prison and the opportunity to escape from it.

The problem is not that people are lazy and don’t mind their enslavement. The problem is that billions of people do not see the bars of their prison cell. But, when the suffering and misery become great enough, then he and she will come back to life and find a way to break out.

The Germ Theory and the Narrative around antibiotics and vaccines are 2 of the bars of the cell. There are many more, but I want to concentrate on these 2. They are instructive and useful because they are inventions, not discoveries. A discovery is real, embedded in Nature. The invention of a false construct about Nature, like the Germ Theory and poisons masquerading as medicines, are not real, just ideas, fabrications, manufactured stage props and bald faced lies intended to deceive and control entire populations.

Our Work is to stare into the Beast long enough until we understand that it is a prison/machine that we must escape from and then demolish. It’s a lot like David and Goliath. David was a shepherd, Goliath was a fierce Gladiator. Had David met Goliath on the battlefield with armor and spear, he would have been crushed by the Giant. David knew he had the advantage because he was quick and nimble and could dance circles around Goliath who wore 300 pounds of armor. David was skilled with his slingshot and used it to protect his flock from wolves. When the stone struck Goliath in the forehead, it had the impact equivalent of .45 handgun. It took one stone to bring Goliath to the ground. Then, David used the Giant’s own sword to cut off his head.

Our Goliath is the Germ Theory and its armor, the Pharmaceutical/Congressional Complex

Our stone is the truth of Nature.

With love

Robert

_________________________

(See also – my posts at:

When I say I, who or what is speaking? The only possible answer is infinite consciousness, that which is aware and alive in and as all things. The reason this is the only possible answer is because awareness is what makes experience possible in the first place, and the experience of I is primary and central to all other experiences.

My first experience is I.

I am. I exist. I am aware.

My second experience is I am aware of a body and mind in a world.

Since awareness is primary and central to all experience, I am awareness first and am not limited to the bodies and thoughts and objects that I am aware of any more than the sky is limited by what floats through it.

The incredible thing is that in order for I to appear, infinite consciousness has to forget itself and go to sleep so that it can dream me. I am a character, an eyeball, a perspective, a dream character in God’s mind.

This is why the Hindus talk about Maya, or deception and the Buddhists talk about emptiness.

The universe is what God looks like when viewed through a space/time perspective.

Its not identical to God any more than a brain scan while you’re eating chocolate is identical to the taste of chocolate. The point is that parts of the brain light up when you eat chocolate but it doesn’t tell you anything about the experience of tasting chocolate.

All we have and know is experience, awareness of I and what I am aware of.

All experience is built out of awareness, which expresses itself as I.

The dog knows her name and knows when you are speaking to her. The spider spins her web to catch food for her babies. Infinite consciousness forgets itself and surrenders itself to all beings without restraint.

The awareness in the spider and dog and you and me is identical.

The differences between species is like the difference between sunglasses, microscopes, and kaleidoscopes. All perspectives create their own unique refraction of the Infinite Light of Consciousness.

The reason this is important is because the Infinite Ocean of Living Light is eternal. The bodies and minds and universes appearing within it are finite and are created and destroyed in an endless process of transformation.

That’s what Infinite Radiant Awareness likes to do.

God goes to the Movies. In fact, God is the Movie.

As God’s dream character, the Game is to play the part well. Study your lines. Practice your acting skills with a coach. Take your part seriously. The audience can smell a bad actor and ruin a good story. The best actors are the ones who don’t look like they’re acting. They convince us that what we are seeing is real.

For years I have had a dream in which it’s opening night at the Metropolitan Theatre in New York and I am the Lead Actor in the Play. I am surrounded by actors in costumes. There are thousands of people in attendance and I am about to walk out onto the stage. I haven’t studied my lines, I have no idea what I am supposed to do or how I am going to fake this performance in public. The curtain is pulled back and then, thank God, I wake up.

Another dream I had repeatedly decades ago was my tongue was like a roll of toilet paper and I was furiously pulling it out of my mouth until it laid on the floor in a pile.

These 2 dreams are related and are relevant to the claims I am making in this essay.

The second dream is about other people’s words in my mouth.

The first dream is about a complete failure on my part to understand who I am and who my character is, and the difference between them.

I couldn’t remember my lines because I didn’t know who I was or who my character was. Other people’s words occupying my mind and tongue didn’t help either.

Now, through a brutal process of destruction and creation, I have stabilized and understood my true nature to be absolutely infinitely free and spectacularly beautiful and happy.

All of us share in this Nature.

Reality is so shockingly magnificent and so wickedly beautiful, a single glance into its core is more than enough to shatter your fear, arrogance, and vanity forever.

The point of this essay is to honor and respect what we usually take for granted, our ordinary human life, our mundane day to day routine.

When you think about what had to happen in order for you to be bored on a lazy day, things don’t look so mundane anymore.

The centrality of Awareness is the best kept secret in the world, hiding in plain sight. We think God and Infinite Consciousness is at a great distance from ourselves. But that’s not true and that’s not why we miss it.

We miss it because it is at a great closeness to ourselves, so close we don’t notice.

The point of authentic spiritual practice and study is to Notice.

That’s because when all the minor conditions have been incinerated, only the major Condition remains.

The minor conditions are the objects of perception, thoughts and ideas about body, mind and self. The major Condition, the Condition of all conditions, is That Which is Aware of all conditions, perceptions and objects.

To the Condition, conditions appear and disappear, but it is not changed, like a mirror that is not changed by what it reflects, or a screen that is not affected by the images appearing on it.

The shift from identifying with an image to identifying with the screen is bloody, chaotic, confusing and destructive of all false narratives. It is hot and painful and the dungeons full of rotting monsters and demons fling their gates wide open. I found myself feeding the hungry demons and finding places for the monsters to sleep. Some of them became my friends and allies after I pulled their broken teeth and stitched up the gashes in their flesh. Others moved on to other lands and I hear they tell tall tales of some dude who actually loved them and cared about them, which no one could believe.

My point is this: painful, ugly truth is much better than beautiful lies.

You have been lied to and worse, much worse, you believed them. You didn’t know any better. If your mother gives you a glass of milk, you drink it without question because it comes from a trusted source. The problem for us humans is that we trust sources that don’t deserve it.

For example, how do you know that you were born into Original Sin? Because the Bible says so and you trust the Bible.

How do you know that viruses cause disease? Because you trust the scientists and doctors who say so.

But, do you know for sure? Is there a test that we can do to determine if indeed we were born in Sin? Is there a test to prove that the presence of a microbe in the body of a sick person caused the disease? Does correlation prove causation? No. Nor does assumption equal proof. 

The way to live an authentic life that is free from the swarms of bats that constantly fly into your heart and soul is to become the Sky, to see that you have always been the Sky, you just thought you were a bat.

The water in a pitcher thinks its a pitcher. The water in a bucket thinks its a bucket. No, it’s still water, no matter what the shape.

Water can be liquid, solid or gaseous but it’s always H2O. 

You can be Tom, Nancy or Fido the fucking dog, but it’s always Awareness.

Awareness is infinite, without dimension, not located in space or time.

You are that. The proof is that Awareness is always your first experience and that only it can enable perception. No awareness, no perception. No perception, no experience. No experience, no Now.

Awareness and Now are identical. The proof is that wherever you go its always Here and no matter what time it is, it’s always Now.

You can’t get away from yourself. You’re always Here and Now.

This means that you are bigger than and prior to all phenomena, states, conditions and perceptions, all ideas, images, beliefs, and thoughts.

You can’t achieve this, you are this. The religions want you to seek this because they know you will never find it. You can’t find it because it’s not lost. It’s not lost because it’s the only Reality that Exists.

Yes, only Awareness exists and you’re it. Every so- called other shares your infinite being. You are like an infinite Ocean in which everything floats and swims. You are not born and you do not die. The playful forms and organisms are born and die, but the Radiant Living Awareness that circulates between their cycles of birth and death, doesn’t. 

You will not end when your body ends. You will see then and you can also see now, that this is true. Awareness is true, absolutely true, the Screen upon which all phenomena appear.

So relax and enjoy the show. After all, you wrote it, directed it, starred in it. You also built the theater and the audience in the Auditorium of the Heart.

The practical take away is this: every idea you ever had about yourself is wrong because you are not an idea, a thing. You are the Awareness of the idea.

When this becomes obvious to you, the cultural and religious conditioning starts to crack and melt. It’s the chrysalis and you’re the butterfly. The butterfly has to struggle through a tiny hole to get out of the chrysalis. It takes hours. As she squeezes through the pinhole, her wet body is cleaned and dried. If you try to help her and widen the hole with your pocket knife, she will get out faster, but she will die because the water that was not squeezed out is too heavy for her delicate body to carry.

Think about that the next time your petty preference are not met or you find yourself in a swamp at midnight. It is this kind of adversity and the courage it takes to face it that produces butterflies and mature adults.

As our precious human family enters the next gruesome phase of medical techno-fascism and the rise of the bio-security state, you can be sure that the only ones who survive will be the ones who comprehended and transcended the false narratives that have been stuffed down our throats and up our asses for millennia..

We colluded with them and went along with their bullshit. Those days are over.

With love,

Robert

Marblemount, WA, USA

e-mail address shelter@nwlink.com

cell phone 360-393-5663

The facts are in. Life is Great. And infinite. This means that You are Infinite, now, not just later when you “evolve” and get “enlightened”.

“Enlightenment” and making the “journey to truth” and walking the “path to God” all sound so dramatic and important and necessary.

This is a false notion. Enlightenment isn’t the end result of some process, it’s your Condition, right now, you just don’t Recognize it. You think that ordinary human consciousness isn’t the Same Ocean as Infinite Consciousness, or God.  But it is the same, precisely the same. The ocean has both depth and surface, but it’s still One Ocean, not two.

Here is solid proof: You are aware of these words that I am writing and that you are reading. You are aware of the room you are in, and that you are alive. Your awareness of yourself is your most fundamental experience. No one could tell you any different. You know that you exist. Whatever else may be true or not true, THIS is true.

It’s completely self- evident, no one had to tell you that you are alive and aware, you didn’t need to read it in a book.

Here is my point: All you really know for sure is that you exist. Whatever the big picture is in life and the universe and time and space, is debatable and depends on your assumptions.

But, You are not an assumption! The fact that your Awareness Exists is not an assumption! You are not the end result of some process that began in the past. You are the Awareness of the process. This means that you are not a thing, an object, a mind, a body or an idea.  It is impossible to overstate the importance of facing this.

This means that you are Consciousness and I don’t mean a little tiny part of Consciousness. You are Infinite Consciousness, aware of yourself as a human being. You are what infinite Consciousness looks like when it Imagines Itself to be you.

You couldn’t be more You than you. You could not stand up a take a step towards yourself. You cannot walk a path toward God because you are God, already. You can’t wake up from a dream if you are not asleep. You are the Dreamer and the Dream, literally, not figuratively.

Infinite Consciousness goes to sleep and Dreams us. It overlooks its’ own Infinity and embraces form and limitation as an expression of Its’ Infinite Love.

This is literally true, is not merely my opinion or belief. You can see this for yourself, but there is a cost.

The cost is the refusal to make false assumptions and to be ruthlessly honest about your actual experience.

For example: When you were a child, you were aware of yourself as a child. Now, you’re an adult and are aware of yourself as an adult.

Your body and mind changed, but did the Awareness change? Isn’t the Awareness EXACTLY the same?

Yes, it is, and this is proof that You are Awareness because Awareness doesn’t change. Everything else changes except the Awareness of the change. The fact that your Awareness didn’t change is Smoking Gun evidence that You are Consciousness, not a mind in a body that is conscious. The body and mind are not conscious, only Consciousness is Conscious.

Ramana Maharshi said that Reality is like a big Lighthouse, many windows but only One Light. The windows aren’t sparks of the Light, nor do they possess Light themselves, they Conduct it and Refract it. We humans are like exquisite Stained Glass Windows in the Living Temple of Reality.

Here is another example: No matter where you are, it’s always Here. No matter what time it is, it’s always Now. Everywhere you go, there you are.

This is absolute proof that you are timeless, spaceless, eternal, universal Infinite Consciousness. Now. Not just when you “evolve” and become “enlightened”.

Recognition of your present Condition as Awareness IS enlightenment, and it is THE most basic Condition of every single individual alive today, across the entire universe.

The reason we suffer is because we have a mistaken identity. We think that our Actual Nature and Identity as Infinite Consciousness is somehow restricted to the body and mind and that we will end when the body dies, but this is not true, Consciousness is not born and does not die.

The water in the cup takes the form of the cup, but’s still water, not a cup.

Deep contemplation and honesty about the truth of your Actual Nature is profoundly authentic and effective spiritual practice because it is rooted in the truth of your actual experience as Awareness.

In this way, you will realize your wholeness, your indivisibility, your staggering unity with literally everything, as a matter of fact, not belief.

There are beliefs about Truth, but Truth Itself is not a belief. Truth is Truth. Beliefs are beliefs.

The Truth is always the Truth, whether it is recognized or not. It can be buried, ignored, forgotten, lied about and ridiculed, but it is still the Truth.

Understanding this evaporates the fear of death and replaces it with Confidence in Existence.

That Which is eternal circulates between the cycles of birth and death.

You are That.

Your human heart and the Heart of the Cosmos are synchronized.

The sino-atrial node, the so-called pacemaker on the right side of your heart, is an antennae.

An inconceivably intense Electromagnetic Current radiates from the Living Heart of Existence through the stars into our hearts.

In the Gospel of Thomas, Jesus is asked, “Who is your Father?”

He said, “MY Father is a Movement and a Rest”

Why Doubt, Disillusionment, Despair and Depression Are Gateways to Authentic Spiritual Awakening

By robert cinque

Being well adjusted to a sick society is no accomplishment;  it’s a disgrace.

The pain of doubt, disillusionment, despair and depression is extremely valuable in the same way that the pain from sticking your hand into a fire is valuable and necessary.

That’s because the infinitely deep human heart cannot be satisfied with puny things like fame, power, sex and wealth. It is appropriate for divinely human individuals to feel the 4 D’s because the infinite cannot be fulfilled by the finite.

People are depressed because they don’t know who and what they are. Their contexts and labels for themselves are way too small. They are depressed for extremely good reasons.

Those reasons should be respected, uncovered, exposed and appreciated for what they really are: the psycho-tectonic tremblings of the Infinite Heart which is Alive as all things.

You have every reason to be extremely glad that you are depressed because it means that you are vastly bigger and greater than you have ever imagined.

The depression, like the pain of the fire, motivates us to see that our thoughts, assumptions and actions are mistaken, toxic and lethal.

If you were satisfied with material things and a false identity, THAT would be a problem.

Your task is to see that you caused the depression, just like sticking your hand in the fire caused the pain. The “fire” that caused the depression is Spiritual Error.

Spiritual Error occurs when we mistake the map for the territory, or the menu for the meal.

Every one of your ideas about yourself is incorrect. That’s because you are not an idea.

You are a Presence.

Ideas spring out of Presence like maps spring out of territories. Maps are useful but they are not the Territory. You are the Territory but you overlook this and call your Presence a body, mind and self in a world in a universe.

While you are intimately associated with the body/mind/self, you are not identical to it, anymore than a movie screen is identical to the images projected onto it. You are the Light of Awareness that shines through the projector of body and mind. This is what produces time and space.

The body refracts Presence into space;  the mind refracts Presence into time.

You are the Light, the Projector, the Stage, the Images and the Audience.

We imagine ourselves to be the mind in a body in the world and that’s true, but its not the Whole Picture.

You are the Whole Picture. You are One Presence, unchanged by whatever you are Present to.

You are like a mirror which is unchanged by whatever it reflects.

Failure to understand this results in depression, thank God.

Use your depression for what it is intended for. It is not a “condition” that needs to be “treated”.

It is a Sacred Message, just like the pain the hand feels in the fire. That pain is not a “condition” either, it’s extremely valuable information.

Depression is what happens when what you want is too small, or who you think you are is some puny, cornball, cheesy, cardboard map, a cartoon version of your Infinite Heart.

You can prove this to yourself simply and directly. Turn your attention to the one who is depressed, the one who is aware of the depression. You are not a body/mind that is depressed;  You are the Awareness of the body/mind that is depressed.

Become curious about that One. Pay attention to that One. Deeply contemplate the Wonder and the Mystery and the Gargantuan Magnificence of that One.

In this way, You will be restored to your True Identity as Infinite Love and Happiness and you will see that you are not merely the objects of your Awareness, but Awareness Itself.

The depression is an inevitable artifact of an identity that is incorrect.

The solution is to take your hand out of the fire of false ideas, cultural conditioning, scientific materialism and religious superstition.

This is the story of the Prodigal Son, who spends all his life energy pursuing gratification and love in all the wrong places, then drags his penniless, ravaged self back to his Father, who welcomes him with open arms.

“When I looked for myself, I found God. When I looked for God, I found myself”

Rumi

That’s because they are identical.

Give up the idea of being a separate self in a mind, in a body, in a world.

Embrace the Truth of your moment to moment experience of and as, Awareness and notice that it PRECEDES objects and ideas. All of your experiences, perceptions, thoughts and ideas are appearing in your Awareness, like clouds in the Sky.

The Sky is not affected by the clouds, nor by their absence.

Awareness is not affected by body and mind, nor by their absence.

The only thing that doesn’t change is the Awareness of the change.

When your body dies, absolutely nothing with change for You.

You will experience its death and will be amused that You used to think that it was You.

Your Actual Nature is Infinite Love and Happiness, but it got buried under mountains and centuries of false assumptions.

It’s buried, yes. But it’s still the Truth.

Dig It Up.

by robert cinque

For most of my life, I thought I was a mind inside a body living in a world, in a vast and incomprehensible universe. I suddenly show up as an apparent individual, without any knowledge of who or what I am or how I got here, or why. Like everyone, I assumed that I was inside my body, God was in Heaven and the world was hurtling through the universe that He made.

I went to Catholic school where I was taught that I had been born into Original Sin and needed the Blood Sacrifice of the Son of God to save me from eternal damnation. Adam and Eve had disobeyed God and were banished from the Garden of Eden and had to go work and live by the “sweat of their brow”.

Thankfully, God the Father, in His mercy, sent Jesus to take the weight of our sin and die on a cross, for everyone’s sake.

Wow, I thought this was some really super duper love and I fell in love with the Son of God and appreciated Him for being my friend and saving me from Hell. I was about 5 years old when this became my reality.

My mother, a devout German Roman Catholic, dragged her husband and 3 kids to Mass every Sunday, where we took Holy Communion and prayed for those who were lost. On Saturday, we had to go to Confession where we told the priest about the girl we fingered or the lies we told our parents to get out of the house.

I loved Jesus and Saint Francis and read about how great Abraham was because he was willing to commit murder and sacrifice his own son to God, out of obedience to His Will.

When I was about 10,  this story sent a crack through my rock hard beliefs. How could a loving God require that Abraham commit murder? Didn’t the Fifth Commandment forbid murder?

Around this time, my older brother had gotten into trouble with the Principal, the Abbott of the Convent of Nuns who taught us. She had said that only Catholics would go to Heaven and Jimmy stood up and said, Hey Wait a minute! My Dad’s not Catholic but he’s a good man and her deserves to go to Heaven too!

She rebuked him for insubordination and put him on suspension. He was crying when my parents got to the school and after their Big Meeting, he was condemned for his disobedience and hung out to dry.

Jimmy was already a hot tempered juvenile delinquent. He hated everybody except me, who he loved and protected from the bullies. He had a big bad reputation and if anyone fucked with me, they got their ass beat, publicly. He lifted weights, practiced karate and firearms, was a natural athlete who had college scholarship offers to play football when he was in the 10^th grade.

When I found out about the Big Meeting and that my dad had betrayed my brother who courageously defended him before the authorities, the Crack Got Bigger.

I started hanging out with him and his killer friends and was accepted by his crowd who were 6 or 7 years older than I. I tried to be a tough guy but it didn’t work and my fake bravado got me in a lot of fights with true badasses, none of which ended well for me. Still, I loved my brother and tried to be like him. I emulated his defiance of authority and appreciated his willingness to stand up to bullies and protect skinny little kids like me. He was also great with ugly, unpopular girls who were regularly tortured by the bullies.

Here is my point: I started asking myself, Why the Fuck didn’t Abraham stand up to God and criticize Him for being a Psychotic Motherfucker?  How could God require murder as proof of loyalty when He had handed down the 5th Commandment against murder? Was Jimmy greater than Abraham?

I started down the path of my own juvenile delinquency, with an emphasis on refusing to submit to the Bullies of False Assumptions.

I came to the conclusion that God did not kick Adam and Eve out of the Garden;  He kicked them out of their CHILDHOOD. He gave them a command He knew would be impossible for them to fulfill:   Look but don’t touch. Taste but don’t swallow. Kiss but don’t make love.

God knew that they would be forced to disobey Him and bring their childhood to an end. No more reliance upon Heavenly Authority. Now, we think for ourselves, make our own decisions, become adults. After all, isn’t this what every parent wants for their children? To grow up and become self reliant and independent?

That was the Second Crack in my childish cosmology.

I was 17 when I entered Florida State University in 1971, overflowing with curiosity and passion for the most basic Knowledge of Life. I became a psychedelic enthusiast, had mystical experiences that landed me in Seminary, and graduated with a BA in Religion from Stetson University. I had discovered the Original Gospel of Jesus Christ by this time, so I couldn’t preach the garbage I was taught anymore, and I dropped out of a Master’s program in the Vanderbilt School of Divinity, which I had signed up for in an attempt to salvage the last 4 years of my career. 

I was eating LSD and Psylocibin, reading William Blake and Nietzsche, and deconstructing the lies of my cultural and spiritual conditioning.

I was pulling thorns out of my paws and chewing off the legs that had been caught in bear traps.

I couldn’t preach or teach anymore, so I took a job with an excavation company which dug ditches for municipal sewage systems, a symbology which took me years to really appreciate.

I spent a winter in ditches laying pipes and listening to the conversations of my co-workers, which drove me completely nuts. The conversations were trivial and banal and they reminded me of the talk I overheard between my professors in the University Cafeteria, where I worked as a waiter after I dropped out of the Master’s program.   Their conversations were also about stupid things and I felt irritated by this. What were my professors doing wasting their time on superficial bullshit?

By this time, the volcanic emotional and spiritual turmoil, the psycho-tectonic shifts happening in my heart and soul, were uncontainable. I had a wife and child, but I could not work, could not pay attention to anything but my own obsession with truth. I opened up a daycare Center so I could make some money and be with my daughter, but it only lasted a year or so before my wife left me and I hit the road.

I had no money, no income, no direction. I just wanted to throw myself into the wind and completely surrender to Life, as a way of discovering truth. Surely, God will find me blowing around and reveal the truth to me.

People would pick me up hitchhiking and ask me where I was going. I would say “Where are you going? Let’s  go there.”

By this time, I had concluded that the Original Gospel of Jesus was that Mankind is in a state of  inherently, always existing, absolute perfect unity with God. His message was that “the Kingdom of Heaven is like  Treasure buried in a man’s field”. He digs it up, now he’s rich, but the point of the story is that he was always rich, he just didn’t know it.

Jesus condemned the Judaic rituals of blood sacrifice and brought scathing indictments against the Pharisees who he accused of lying and deceiving the people.

I realized that Jesus’s message of Prior Unity with God is what got him killed. He undermined the ecclesiastical and political structures of his day and, after he was murdered, they turned him into a poster boy for blood sacrifice.

Parasites love blood. Parasites don’t provide anything for the host;  they just eat it alive. Jesus realized that the religious intelligentsia had stolen the Universal Grace of God bestowed equally upon everyone, hijacked it, and sold it back to the people in the form of sacraments and atonements for sin.

Blood sacrifice is a lot like fiat currency. We the people own the currency, but the banks stole it and then loan it back to us, plus interest.

Fast forward to 2021:

The Doctrine of Original Sin/ Blood Sacrifice is the precursor, the template out of which comes the Doctrine of Covid 19 Infection/Blood Salvation through DNA modification.

Original Sin = Covid 19

Both of these false paradigms are manifestations of the drama of the victim who needs to be rescued.

Both are Shock/Rescue techniques, victim/perpetrator collusions and are designed to keep you locked into your childhood, believing in parental deities who require the willingness to obey, even to commit murder as proof of compliance.

Think about this the next time you are required to wear a mask, or take the rMRNA clot shot.

Does God really need salvation rackets to deliver the Grace of Life? Does God really need the CDC or the NIH to deliver the life giving rays of the sun?

The grotesque and monstrous tyranny of human vanity and arrogance which has hijacked the freedom and beauty of Life will not end until we end it.

It is up to each of us the realize what is true and to build our lives and world  on it.

One heart and one soul at a time.

This is a feast for the heart, must see

robert

By robert cinque

For countless millennia, we humans have assumed that God created the Universe and everything in it and is directing the course of human events from Heaven. Many people believe that God is orchestrating events and working out a Plan of Salvation for a Fallen Race.

This is an error. God is not in charge. If God were in charge, He would have to be removed, re-called, sanctioned, silenced and fired from His job due to Criminal Negligence, Moral Malfeasance, Spiritual Malpractice, Extortion, Fraud,  and Murder.

After all, those who are in charge are responsible for what happens on their watch. This means that God is responsible for all the wars, murders, rapes, abortions and suffering in this world and all others.

It is a relief to me to know that God is not in charge because, if He were, I would have to go have a long talk with Him about His behavior and how His actions are causing great harm.

The Bad News is not that God is not in charge.

The Bad News is that WE ARE in charge.

It’s not actually bad news, It’s good news, its just that this means that WE need to be talked to about our behavior.

We need someone to sit us down, slap our face and kick our ass.

That’s because we molest Life with our puny thoughts about God and Each Other. We are Spiritual Pedophiles and Brats who rape Beauty and Innocence with our Shitty Ideas.

What did Nature ever do to you except to bring you Life, Light and Love?

Why do we assume that Nature hates us? Why do we insist that we are not responsible FOR and TO our Presence? How is it possible that human race looks like an autistic brain damaged, homeless child? We stagger around like refugees in our own Land.

I used to be like this. I used to think that it was Gods fault that things were so terrible here on Earth. Why wouldn’t I think this? He’s in charge, right?

Wrong.

I am in charge and so are you.

I am in charge of my Attention and where I put it. I am in charge of what and how I think and what I do with it. I am responsible for every thought, word and action and their consequences are my responsibility too.

When I think thoughts like “I’m a separate thing in a fallen world in which I am going to die and God has me by the balls so I’d better be a good boy so I don’t go to hell” I create a world that fits my Spiritual Malware. When I install this gunk and junk into my Glorious and Spectacular Operating System, my Light is extinguished and I have to feel my way through the dark forest of fear and despair and confusion.

The Good News is that Only God Exists.

Not fake gods, not tin horn gods, not tribal overlords, not psychopathic monsters who send you to hell if you disobey.

Real God True God Life God Love God is what exists but we have installed Shitware into our Radiant Operating System.

Our body/mind/self is a fractal, a scale version of the Infinite Radiance called God.

We do not exist in a fallen state, we ignore our Actual State which makes it look like it doesn’t exist.

Our Actual state is prior to what appears in it and to it. Our actual state is a conscious awareness of whatever appears to it. The mirror is not affected by what it reflects. The hardware is not changed by the software.

We are the Hardware. In our infinite freedom, we choose the software.

So far in the history of humankind, we have been installing absolute garbage software.

Our task is to notice this and remove it.

A drunk stumbles out of a bar and walks down the street with one foot on the curb, one foot in the gutter. He’s crying his eyes out and a man passes by and asks him, Sir, Why are you walking with one foot in the gutter?

The man looks down, then looks up and says, Is that I am doing? I thought I was crippled!

Since ancient times, countless brave captains of mighty ships have faced their fears and sailed out, onto the vast oceans, using their compass and astrolabe to navigate. For centuries, they were perplexed and confused by the enormous difference between magnetic north and True North. Their compass pointed to magnetic north so they followed it but ended up hundreds of miles off course.

They read their compass correctly;  the problem was that they did not know there was a big difference between True North and magnetic north.

Magnetic North

Magnetic North changes. True North doesn’t. That’s the difference.

The Analogy is this: True North is the White Hot Core of Radiant Existence, the Passionate Field of Life Energy, the Gloriously Illuminated Sphere of Bright Love, in and as all beings, even poor little ole you and me, the cat, the bugs, everything.

Magnetic north is the TV land of sitcoms, News and Snooze , fake reality, zero love.

True North is the Red- Blooded,  White Hot, Super Sexy, Sweating, Swooning  Passion of Heartfelt Intimacy between Part and Whole, Consciousness and Matter, Self and God.

Magnetic north is a joke, a distraction from This, the Real.

Magnetic north is everything in your life that is not stable. It shifts. It moves, often at the worst moments. Its quicksand, cannot be trusted. It’s fake news and junk science.

Discard it.

True North is Love, your Very Essence.

Therefore:

Trust Life, NOT the counterfeits of It, sold to you by the Pimpocracy.

Trust Life.

Then, Show Up as Love and Energy.

OK?

Countless births—and deaths—occur every day across our planet and the universe beyond.
Yet, Life continues to arise. Therefore, death is no threat to Life.
If one could stand back far enough, the universe would look like a bright light, with flames and tongues of fire: individuals.
Imagine every individual as a tongue of fire, or a filament in a light bulb that conducts energy, heat and light.
The light bulb burns out, the energy that conducts itself through it doesn’t.
We are that energy. Our hearts, minds and bodies are the circuit: bright lights on two legs.
The relationship between the bodymindself and the Light is so close, so intimate, it’s hard to tell them apart. In fact, it’s impossible to tell them apart.

The ecstatic intimacy between part and whole, self and God, matter and consciousness is a staggering wonder to behold.
Your awareness in this moment, and always, is perfectly coherent with the Awareness, the Aliveness Which conducts itself throughout the galactic body of the universe. The Ocean of Existence is made from Living Light: Self Conscious Aliveness.
The stars and galaxies are neurons in the Quantum Brain, the planets are Gardens of Delight. Individuals are literal Temples of God.
This is completely Obvious, on every scale.
Each human individual is a tiny fractal of That Which Is Alive As All Things.
Every person’s actual identity is this Light (Love).
A human is a sun, a star, a Tongue of God’s Flame.
The question is, Why is this fact not at the center of world culture?
Why do human beings give away their birthright for a bowl of porridge?
How is it possible on a planet so spectacularly beautiful as Earth, with gloriously, exquisitely gorgeous human beings all over it, to routinely, chronically miss the Obvious?
Life is Beautiful. Life is Love. Why is there so little understanding of this in our world?
My answer is We never get over the shock of birth, of suddenly showing up as a vulnerable individual in a chaotic world, and dramatize abandonment and victimhood, ad infinitum.
We play Poor Me/ Fuck You with a vengeance. We indulge in self-pity, then blame others for our sorry plight.
That’s why we don’t grow up. We remain childish, emotionally and spiritually.
Like children, we rely on mommydaddygod to tell us what’s true.
Our not-so-hidden rage at our self- imposed enslavement destroys and prevents equanimity and equilibrium.
Now, we need a savior.
The problem in this world is not a virus, not dictatorial governments, not banking cartels who stole our currency.
The problem is the mentality of slaves who believe what they are told and don’t take responsibility for finding out what’s true and being loyal to it.

Personally, I do not believe that God is in control of anything and is subject to internal dynamics just like the rest of us. Are you in control of your cells dividing? Do you pray to your heart to keep on beating? Or say things like, “Dear Lungs, please help me get up this hill by breathing faster? How about: Heavenly Father, thank you for saving the little boy who was thrown off a 4 story balcony but why didn’t you just prevent the scumbag murderer from doing it in the first place?”

Personally, I think the idea of praying to God for this or that is insulting and absolute evidence of the refusal to do anything oneself, instead just ask Big Daddy, He’ll take care of things. He’s in charge. 

If God is all knowing, how come he doesn’t already know what I’m praying for? Do you really think that if God were in control of everything that he would need your input? Isn’t thinking so kinda arrogant and presumptuous? What  do we know?

Here’s what I think: God is Life. God is Living Conscious Light and Love that radiates from a center around which the universe rotates. The Living Light illuminates the galaxies, their suns, planets and organisms. Galaxies are twisting double helix spirals that are DNA on a Cosmic scale. The galaxies are composed of positive and negative charge that spin for the same reason an electric motor spins. The galaxies give birth to stars which gives birth to planets, which emerge from the Stars body and enter orbit around the Star. This Radiance, this Light of God, travels in both directions. The waves of Light that shine on you, feed back into the Sun, through the galaxy, all the way back to Central Processing so that it can assess your situation and send you the specific frequencies you need. Every 12,000 years or so, the Stars all go into supernova at the same time and send all the energy and information on all the planets and organisms back to the Center so that it can invent new species and fresh opportunities for growth. These new designs and organismic inventions are DNA formats that are sent back out along the Cosmic Grid and spewed out of the north and south poles of stars. These nanophotonic wavelentghs of freeze-dried DNA are Seeds of Life that float around the universe and fall on planets.

It is the supernova that causes the periodic floods and ice ages. The planets get their hard drives wiped and all the information in their CPUs is saved and the Whole System reboots itself. “The universe is like a Child playing in a sandbox, building Castles, knocking them down” (Nietzche)

Prayer therefore, is not something we do. Prayer is something we are.

We are God’s Prayer. God’s Fractals. God’s Sons. God’s Daughters.

I believe that God’s Prayer is that we pay attention to what’s going on in the universe and duplicate it in our own lives: Heart/Mind/Body. Caring/Imagination/Action. Father/Mother/Child. Radiance/Absorption/Reflection

This is the real Trinity and it is operative at all scales from macro to micro. The galaxies are galactic neurons, identical to our own, just bigger.

So the next time you get that queasy feeling about who you are and what’s it all means, look at the Living Trinity appearing as little ole you and me and join the Galactic Party where creativity, art, beauty, love, freedom and happiness are celebrated.