Emotional Collapse, Spiritual Childishness, and the Ordeal of Growth

Emotional Collapse, Spiritual Childishness, and the Ordeal of Growth

 

by robert cinque

The problem is that, as individuals we collapse in the face of Life. We withdraw and we condemn.

1 Multiply that activity by 7.6 billion people and

2 add it to a predatory ruling elite who enable, support, and foment our emotional contraction who then

3 use it as a weapon against us.

The situation in our world is being created by beliefs about ourselves. False belief, false world. Garbage In, Garbage Out.

Reality is not having a problem, It always moves toward balance and integrity. The problem is the projection of our self idea onto Reality. Beautiful, Innocent, Radiant Reality, the Source and very essence of Life, Love, and Light.

We molest it. We rape It. We blame It. We imagine ourselves to be children and say “God is in charge”. If God is in charge, He should be fired and prosecuted and put in prison. The idea that God is in control of everything is completely false. Yet, we worship these childish ideas, our idols, our false gods.

Why settle for an imitation when you can have the Real Thing? Words and ideas and beliefs are not Reality, they only try to describe it. Reality is Alive. Conscious Living Intelligent Life. That’s Reality. Look for yourself, in any direction for proof.

My point is this: Naïve, gullible children can be easily manipulated by their beliefs and desires. One has only to look briefly at the world to see how true this is. Beliefs are a carrot on a stick and the believer is the donkey. It’s not the belief that’s at fault. Beliefs are completely legitimate and understandable. Everyone has beliefs. The problem is that we confuse them with Reality. A belief is supposed to get you somewhere on the path of Understanding, not put you in a straightjacket or a prison cell.

A belief is a conceptual framework for comprehending something, a model, a way of visualizing and imagining. It’s playful, back and forth, fluid, not actual, only imitative. Beliefs mimic Reality, the key word being mimic.

 A mimic is like a knife or a gun. It can be used to kill or to protect, depending on the intention. How and why I use a knife or a gun determines if I have committed a crime or not. If I’m cutting my tomatoes and slip and stab someone to death, it’s not a crime because I didn’t intend to do it. It’s tragic, but it’s not a crime. It has consequences, I’ll go to jail for manslaughter, but the point is, a crime is committed when I intentionally violate someone or something. A person who slips on the floor and hurts or kills someone can be forgiven for being foolish or careless or whatever. But a person who intends to kill someone?

This is where the mind kontrol battle is waged: in the belief systems, the software that drives the hardware.

As a young boy, I was fascinated by the stories in the Bible and wondered if they were true. How could I know? What measurement could I take that would conclusively prove that they were true?

I found out that the more I looked, the more questions arose. Every why created thousands of more why?s. Curiosity compelled me down many roads. I decided why was not the right question because who knows why? Why Not?

I realized that every belief I made came after the event of Existence. Every belief, no matter how grandiose and beautiful, was only a subset of the Whole, a mental construct, a small part of the entire Realm of Existence, yes, but part of It nonetheless, indeed, brought about by It. I realized that my beliefs were a part of the Process of Reality and that they were a lot like clouds and ideas that float through the sky of my awareness.c

I realized that I could believe but that I couldn’t believe my beliefs! My own beliefs! I could create beliefs, yes, but how could I take them seriously, how could I believe them when I was the one creating them!

This is called Falling through the Floor, and Rotting to the Core. Everything suddenly evaporates and one feels as if he is falling through Space, which he indeed, is.

That Smiling Cheshire Cat Grinning at you in that freefall, is your Own Nature, the One Who is Aware of the belief, the believer, the world he believes in, and everything else.

You realize that you are the awareness of the belief, and that you created the belief from that awareness. You see that Existence is Theatre, Language, the Communication of Meaning through Belief.

The trap for human beings is that we believe, then stick ourselves, and everyone else, in it. Instead, we should use our imagination and belief systems as tools of exploration, not just hammers and bulldozers and bombs.

The bombs killing people all over the world right now were made from beliefs that were taken far too seriously, used as weapons, prisons, psychological warfare, and the goons of mass surveillance whose world is built on doubt, suspicion, and mistrust.

Getting humanity to doubt Life and Love was and is the greatest Coux of the human mind.

It is the great success of the Gloomanatti to have convinced the rest of us how terrible and dangerous and worthless Life is. This is the narrative they preach: You’re fucked, We can save you. Trust us. It’s for your own good.

Personally, I stand with Jesus who told the purveyors of this garbage that they were liars and parasites who fed on the blood of humanity.

The human race is caught in the trap of belief. Instead of really getting to the bottom of things, we choose to believe what the experts tell us. Instead of really relying on our own powers of discrimination, we pass the job on to others. Others who may or may not have your best interests at heart.

My mother died of a stroke that I think was caused by her 20 year long use of the artificial sweetener, Equal. All her life she believed authorities, the church, the state, the doctors, the priests. When she found out that the doctors were wrong about Equal, she roared back to life. Her submissive and accommodating personality disappeared and she powered up in a righteous indignation at liars and people like herself who believed them.

She looked at all the ways throughout her life where she had given away her power, out of a sincere humility that nonetheless, was extremely costly to her personally. I watched her heart break through the pavement like a blade of grass, full of compassion and sympathy for her own and everyone’s suffering.

Our beliefs are like pavement and concrete. This is because we have allowed them to become prisons instead of telescopes. Beliefs are tools of exploration, not deities in a Pantheon. The reason the world is in such a terrible mess is because we don’t manage our beliefs. We use them as weapons of domination. And, worse, we allow our governments to do the same. The entire world is armed to the teeth, and all against a toothless monster.

Nothing will change on planet Earth unless we personally and collectively become responsible for our emotional collapse, childish beliefs, and the ordeal of growth into spiritual adulthood.

At the moment, the human race is autistic, brain damaged through false beliefs, DNA manipulation through genetically engineered food and vaccines, nano AI, and constant war and impoverishment, mainly through the criminal syndicate banking cartel, the Rothschild/London/Israel/US death machine.

We tolerate this shit because we believe that it’s God’s will and He’s in charge. He brought the Hebrews out of Egypt and He is using them to save humanity. Anyone who opposes Israel opposes God. And Armageddon has to happen so that the Messiah can return. President Trump believes this, Ivanka and Jared are members of the Lubavich Cult in Israel. This is how dangerous false beliefs can be.

There is no test, no experiment I can perform to determine if God is saving humanity through the Jews and blood sacrifice and Armageddon. It is entirely conceptual. Conceptual is not actual. Actual is Reality. Reality is not an idea, a belief. The only authentic religion in the world is one in which Reality is central, not my bonehead ideas about it.

Reality radiates. It breathes in and out. It pulsates. It beats. It ebbs and flows. It circulates.

Its Conscious, Alive. It feels. It thinks. It invents. It has no need for beliefs because it already IS truth. That’s what we are, not ideas, not selves, not things, not prisoners, not believers.

Understanding that you are the awareness of the belief changes everything and enables love and creativity far beyond the clutches of this or that belief.

You are the creator, the author of all your beliefs.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Robert Cinque

In addition to writing essays like these, Robert Cinque also builds beautiful, affordable and comfortable yurts for homeowners and businesses in the fabulous Skagit County. Throughout the past three decades, his work has included building and installing wood art at local landmarks like the Cascadian Farm Organic Fruitstand in Rockport (WA), the Birdsview Brewery at the foot at “the American Alps” in the Pacific Northwest’s Skagit Valley, and many others. He has worked with visionary architect and organic designer Sunray Kelley for over 20 years on many beautiful projects. Together, they formed Radiant Homes and are actively engaged in the development of the Living Home, the Bioshelter, the no-mortgage, no-permit, food and energy producing home. Their work has been featured on National Geographic, MTV, Better Homes and Gardens, and represents the Greening of Architecture, a movement they consider to be the most important development since the Industrial Revolution. He says: These essays are about “dungeons of mind, the root of suffering, true sanctuary, and the glorious imperative to live intimately with That Which Is Alive As All Things. They are painful, bloody and hard-hitting (the “truth will set you free, but it will piss you off first”). They are designed to destroy what’s false and cultivate what’s real. They are not merely my opinions or philosophy; they are field reports from the underground where the Lie was deconstructed. They are wrecking balls, cosmic insults to vanity and arrogance, bulldozers and firebombs that burn out the tangled underbrush. They are intended to water the Seeds of Life buried under mountains and centuries of false beliefs, inherited “culture” and ego cults, so-called “religions”, including scientism, masquerading as truth. Idols are routinely lampooned and sacred cows are turned into hamburger as quickly as possible. I really don’t mean to offend any one personally. I’m not after them. I’m after the beliefs that are harming them: the Big Lie, the belief in separation from Love and Truth that strangles the heart and creates terrible, unbearable suffering. I love to help create Sanctuary and Shelter. I am a green builder and enjoy showing others how to build a no-mortgage, no-permit bio-shelters that also provide food and energy. shelter@nwlink.com cell 360-393-5663

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