I Found the Culprit
Obsession with 911 led me right to the culprit: me.
By believing their lies, I empower tyrants to enslave me.
Through my willingness to subjugate who I am and what is mine, I enable addicts of domination to control me.
By believing that the official pronouncements about realityare equal to Reality itself, I betray the truth.
To hide my complicity, I blame big government and corporations and the banks who plundered what belongs to everyone. I let them.
I let religious and scientific and political experts to tell me what is true.
I let the public debate descend into trivialities and ignore the fundamental obligation of freedom: responsibility and accountability for what is true.
I am responsible for what I believe. When I equate stories about the truth with the truth itself, I default and betray that truth. Ideas are maps of the truth, not identical to the territory they describe. When I fail to make this distinction, my ideas become idols and I become a cult of one. My silence about my actual condition is collusion with the tyrant. This is why what really happened on 911 must be exposed.
For now, I want to look at the Perpetrator side of the equation. In my sheep costume, I am the Enabler, and the Perpetrators are the wolves, the Rothschild/London/Israel/US financial/military/pharmaceutical assault weaponry being employed against the people of the world. The Mossad and CIA stage events like 911 for the sake of blaming their enemies and invading their countries to “hunt down terrorists”. The tyrant always appears as a Protector. He needs something to protect against. That is what CIA/ Mossad do. Bin Laden was a CIA asset, as are all the Mujahadin, perfect patsies, just like Oswald. These agencies control the context in which the news is presented.
I have been fed lies from the beginning. At my birth, criminalized by the Doctrine of Original Sin and all throughout my life, I have inherited truly monstrous and grotesque lies. Worse, much worse, I believed them. I learned to confuse official stories about reality with reality itself. That’s how I became an Enabler.
Truth is the authority. What is real is the proof.
First it was Original Sin, then mommydaddygod who punishes humanity with disasters, so you better watch out, you better not pout. He’s in control of everything too, it’s all “His will”. When I was a kid in Catholic School, I secretly figured that, if this is true, the Almighty ought to be fired and let’s get somebody else in there, this world is a catastrophe.
Now, it’s the ”War on Terror” and getting all those bad guys. Sure is great to have big brother and the Patriot Act with all those terrorists running around and all.
The tyrant is disguised as protector. He creates disasters so that he can save us. He is the terrorist and he creates catastrophes that he blames on his enemy. This is what secret intelligence agencies like the CIA and Mossad do for their country, they blow things up and kill people and then blame it on the “enemy” so that we can go invade their country and hunt them down because we’re the good guys and they’re evil. This is a weaponized cartoon, presented as reality.
The Lusitania, Pearl Harbor, Gulf of Tonkin, 911, are all false flag psy-ops perpetrated on a gullible humanity. Now, it looks like Fukushima, too.
Lies kill. The lie of America being the innocent victim of Japan led to Hiroshima and Nagasaki. 911 has led us to the militarization of the planet. Surveillance industries and prisons are by far the greatest growth sectors of the economy. This is because we believe the perpetrators even when they tell us about 19 hijackers and how they melted the towers.
Original sin is the lie I hate the most, the one that criminalizes birth and locks us into a prison of mind ruled by guilt and shame, now I need salvation. The real sin is believing this shit. Repent.
The movie, The Matrix depicts a real situation: mankind born into a prison he cannot see. Not until he chooses to see, that is. Neo was driven by an intuition that something was dreadfully wrong, but he could not see what. He was compelled to find a teacher, someone who knew what was really happening. which led him to Morpheus, the ancient Greek god of Dreams.
Neo chose to take the red pill. This is risky and dangerous, but the alternative is much worse, so he jumped down the rabbit hole and found out how the world really works.
In the same way, we jump down that hole and see the naked truth, to see that we collude in our own suffering, as individuals and as a species and then, to stop. The world does not have to be this way, it is the way it is because of the way that we are; it reflects our slavish servitude to lie upon lie upon lie. Suffering is voluntary, unnecessary. It exists through our default on ourselves and on Life Itself.
Repentance from the sin of believing lies is the first Office of authentic spiritual practice because it requires responsibility for yourself, for what you believe and for what you do and don’t do. It requires devotion and the commitment to finding out what is true. Life is precious. Life is love. We desecrate life with false beliefs and plaster them on to the Innocence of Reality, and its perfect absence of ego. Life has no ego, has no other, no opposite. Only Life exists. Life is God, Real God, not mommy daddy god, parental, creator god. These are idols of That which is God: the Radiant Wonder and Person of Love, the Unfathomable Mystery of Life.
If Reality is infinite, then it stretches outward and inward in space and forward and backward in time. If Existence is eternal, there is no beginning, no end, go figure. How could anything be eternal? How could anything come from nothing? How could what exists have no beginning? Its impossible, illogical, preposterous, but here you are reading this, hurtling through space around the sun, and around the center of the galaxy. This is one fat Mystery. Why does anything exist? What’s my relationship with this Wonder?
Default conclusion infecting humanity:
I’m fucked, nobody loves me, I’ve been abandoned, betrayed, marooned, and I’m pissed. This life hurts, I didn’t ask to be here, it’s bewildering, who knows what the truth is, let’s go get laid.
It’s a bit more complicated than this, but you get the picture. You know how complicated it is A human life lived from the perspective of an isolated island in a vast sea, emotionally disconnected from its source, is a horror full of suffering. This is a false belief, was never true.
Truth is not belief. Truth is Reality, Whatever that is. The truth is, we don’t know. No one knows what Reality is, or where it is, or how or why. Logically, rationally, there should be nothing, but the universe appears, our bodies and minds appear. From where? How could anything come from nothing? And, if it didn’t come from nothing, it had to always be here. How could something be eternal, without a beginning or an end?
People say, I know! God made it!
Question: Where did God come from?
I know! The Big Bang!
What was before the “Big Bang”?
The bare, stark Presence o Llife is an astonishing, impossible wonder. It is a stunning, staggering, miraculous beauty of paradox and duality and unity. It’s impossible to comprehend because the comprehension would have to be as big as Reality, which has no opposite, no equal. Every belief is only a map of this territory. Every living system from atoms to galaxies to human beings, is a fractal of the Whole Life, the one living presence appearing in and as all things.
This Current of Life is what people call God. We project our beliefs and assumptions onto life. When the ancients were flooded and lightning bolts cracked the earth, they thought God was mad and was punishing them. The priests told them they were sinful and must have a scapegoat to atone for their sins. The lie of blood sacrifice was born, and a completely false premise was created that has been used a weapon against an unsuspecting humanity for centuries. It’s like debt currency, counterfeit money. Real money is issued from the Treasury to represent Nature’s wealth and to facilitate the commerce and industries that develop to harvest and mine this freely given bounty. Real money has no debt, no interest, it is not loaned, it is spent by its owner, humanity, the one and only custodial beneficiary of Nature’s wealth. This wealth has been stolen by private banking cartels that then loan it to governments who pay the interest through taxes and subject their citizens to debt slavery, an economic weapon. The idea of blood sacrifice is no different. You are already, always, inherently one with whatever originated you now, not later when you have been atoned for. This was the original Gospel of Jesus. That’s why he was murdered, then he became the poster boy for blood sacrifice, a practice he vehemently condemned. Radiance, Coherence, Unity, Oneness, the Onlyness of Life, of Consciousness is the nature of Reality. This is not an ego belief. See for yourself.
The bug thinks it’s a bug. The water in the glass thinks it’s a glass. Just because the water fills the glass and takes its shape doesn’t mean that its no longer water, that now it’s a glass. No, it’s still water and will always be water no matter what shape it takes, bugs, you, me, the universe. Life is like the water. Only Life exists. This is the truth that sets the heart free. Whether it fills a glass or a galaxy, it makes no difference, its still water, still the same infinite life showing up everywhere in and as all things. You, me, we’re waves of patterns in the infinitely high pitch of life’s intensity. Think about that. You’re not some poor slob who showed up here by accident, just another insignificant speck on an endless beach. You’re a speck, you’re a glass, yes, but the glass, the body/mind/self, the local space/time coordinate we call you, is intimately, inherently coherent with the literal infinity of Life Itself. That means that who you are, your actual identity both transcends and includes the individual we call you. You are infinite consciousness, now, not just when you get enlightened. Enlightenment is the perfect realization of this, that which is already true, now.
Therefore, authentic spiritual practice begins with becoming responsible for the fact that I monkey wrench life up when I believe lies about myself and about Reality itself, whatever that is.
1 I have an ego (No, I have a belief in ego, the cult of the separate one)
2 Since I’m separate from whatever originated me, now I need salvation and rescuing by priests and scientists and experts.
3 Since I can’t figure things out, I’d better rely on the authorities to tell me what’s true
4 Belief in authority and the conventional models of existence is better than reliance upon my own inherent discriminating intelligence that recognizes truth (love) perfectly well without the need for any kind of priestly or scientifically sacramental ritual.
5 I should believe what the authorities say instead of what I observe.
6 I was born into sin and need the sacrifice of innocent beings to atone for my guilt and shame for having been born
7 911 was evil Muslims attacking America, now we are morally obligated to bring the terrorists to justice.
Overcoming lies is authentic spiritual practice.
Being responsible for and to what is true is the foundation of truly human culture.
Being appropriately related to the Wonder that lives us all is true religion, and it outshines all the mommydaddy appeasement rituals that are indulged in by the people and then used by the state to legitimize the conquest and domination of others, “God’s will” and all that. Poor God, gets blamed for everything, lies are constantly being put into God’s mouth and we believe it.
This is our work: to utilize our intelligence and our ability to do something more life giving than be slaves to ideas masquerading as truth. What does it say about us as a species, that we eat the shit we are fed?
How about this as a constant practice: Let us become appreciative of and deeply emotionally responsive to That What is Truly Great instead of our chronically constipated, doubt ridden, fear based, ego driven, scientifically materialistic, religiously psychotic, state funded, boneheaded ideas about It.
Then, truly human culture and Fundamental Whole Body Ecstatic Intimacy with the Radiant Core of the Living Current will be widespread, but not until we run away from home and set up camp in our own hearts.
Soon after that, the tyrants will be laughed off the planet, or go broke for lack of work.